I came out of the shower they were still there where as i was just crying inside there and breaking up in pieces. Anestasia held my hand and i noticed she had been crying too,her mascara was all over her face and said ,"i know there is no explanation for what we did ,and i am really sorry for that ,it is just that we really did not thought this through..., i mean i know you deserve to be mad,and be furious but please forgive me for what i did and please do not break up . i am sure we can fix this up...PLEASE" I just kept her watching i mean she really felt sorry,she had been crying and Calvein in the other part was just in the corner of the bed watching all the stuff not being able to say anything ...then i just said ,"i mean i was thinking about you guys the whole way through while i was out and blamed me cause i was not interacting with you guys as much ...i believed that you were really good friends and i felt so bad for doubting you guys the other times...and Anestasia i feel so sad now to say that i was happiest with you,you meant everything to me...i was genuinely happy after such a long time i am so confused and cannot decide what to do anything then letting you go ...please Anestasia do not make this hard on us please...and if you can Calvein make her more happy then when she was with me ,and i am really sorry i cannot forgive you..neither of you"
Anestasia cried right in front of me ...i could not bear it so i hugged her and whispered ,"let this be our last and happiest goodbye ...farewell my first love"
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