Still in the closet.

Scandal's and open secrets

So both me and Anaestasia decided to show up at the classes after the day of incident, cause our classes started recently and we required credit points to graduate lets say,as we had different classes to go due to our difference in major i went to my computer classes and she went to her science class.When i approached towards my class i saw more then 30 eyes staring directly to mine where i was being judged after every step i took to get to my seat...I could practically hear their whispers as closer i got,i could hear them talk shit about me when i got to my seat i saw there was some letters at my study table "SELFISH COLD-HEARTED BITCH WITH NO EMOTIONS" was perfectly carved up all over it, i couldn't do anything yet rather i began carving on my study table with a compass i just had bought in the first day of classes,i carved "FUCKING PRINCESS WITH NO CONSCIENCE" just to justify the monsters that they messed with the wrong bitch...and the Ms.Collins who was our computer teacher was pretty late as always and when she entered the room the room full of gossips became drop dead silence...and as soon as she began teaching i really tried to focus on her but did not get a single word coming out of her cause apparently in lectures looking,checking out and mentally judging other person was something not debatable to get some kind of punishment or trouble.

So as soon as her classes got over she assigned us with shit tons of projects and presentations to make as per our assignments which was to be submitted within the end of this week and she walked out and so did I. I went to my locker to get my Mathematics book and calculator and i found a small piece of paper with a note that someone must have pushed inside with the small holes in the locker..it said "your dirty secrets is out" it was basically a note to scare me off but i knew i could change the way people have started to treat me so rather then crying and doing other attention seeking activities i just glued that on the door of my locker and made a rainbow over the paper using some highlighters and pencil colors just to prove that from then i was definitely not scared to be who i was...and from then i seriously was not scared and was braver cause they possibly can't do anything that is gonna shed me to tears while going back to the class while i took my book and my calculator i said to myself that,"all this was gonna end soon" and this devastating ,undisputed incident surely taught me one thing that people's opinion about me is something i shouldn't really care cause i got nothing to prove to anyone and heck i was gonna be a "boss ass bitch" now.