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Tuesday, March 27, 2018
6:48 pm

    It's been, how long? A week, yeah, that sound right. It's been about a week since I last cut, I stopped to avoid drawing attention, that and long sleeve weather is coming up. 
    I've always wondered what it'd be like in a mental institution....I don't know why, I just want to go to one. I've also been thinking of my feelings lately, as in, toward humans. I don't really like them, they're too loud.
    I guess I should've chose a less "active" persona, the one I have right now is one that requires fake happiness....and a lot of it. I should've just acted like I do when I'm upstairs, but that would probably get me in a hospital. Which I wouldn't mind, if it weren't for the fact that everyday I would be asked how I was feeling. They would try to fix me, but I'm not broken. I'm me.
    Ever wonder what it's like to kill someone? I think about that a lot. The screams of agony as you slice their skin like pizza dough. I like the thought of that, imagine if you could cut their entire hand off, and pull one of their veins out, as it spills blood like a straw.
    Oh well, that's it for now, see ya later!
~~Daxx~~