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Friday, May 4, 2018
11:06 pm

Today I was told to kill myself, multiple times. In the hallway I got dirty looks, people pulled my hood, a guy came up to me and told me that God made me a woman. Then proceeded to ask me why I wanted to destroy that.
But worst of all, was probably when a guy said that he wanted to rip my hoodie off, and burn it, and that there was a special place in hell for people like me.
I've never been hurt by words, ever. But this, I'll be honest, it killed me. I just wanted to curl up in a ball and die right then and there.
The thing I feel most bad about though, was that I didn't respond, I didn't say anything, I didn't stand up for myself and defend it.
Moral of the story: not all Christians are Christian. Just because they go to church, does not make them Christian. I'm just so fucking pissed off that they can do that. They can tell me to kill myself, to go to Hell, to just fuck off...but everyone's against me wearing a pride hoodie.
I'll try to be happy though, the past is the past, you can't change it. If you could, I would. But it's hopeless. But the thing is, is that I will do it again. I will wear my colors proudly, and if anyone says anything, they can suck my toasty dick. Because I am Daxx fucking Collins, and I do not take shit from desensitized, apathetic, assholes.
I love you all, show your true colors. You're all beautiful in your own way

~~Daxx~~