Wednesday, April 11th, 2018
9:30 p.m.
It's been awhile since I last cut, but I have the overwhelming urge to do it again, I just need to. I don't even know why I stopped honestly, so what if my dance costume shows my arms? Well, even if they didn't I still couldn't, I have gym with my commons. They would have a shit-fit if they saw.
But why do I care?
My scars are faded now, barely noticeable, and I've worn short sleeves more. I wear a jacket or cover up my arms with a blanket at home though. I just think one day my mom will notice, I want to tell her...but I can't because I'm afraid she'll quit her job.
You know what? I want to cut, I need to cut. So why not? What's stopping me? My commons yelling at me? Why the fuck would I give a shit what they say? It's my body, I'll do what I please.
The only thing is where to do it, my arms? No, that's too noticeable, my legs? I barely wear shorts, and when I do they cover my entire thighs. I need new blades though, my others are a little rusty from being in the shower.
Well, I'll see what I can scavenge, bye for now.
~~Daxx~~
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Random"never take the air you breathe for granted" "never take your heart beat as 'just another everyday occurrence"
