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Tuesday, June 12, 2018
12:08 am
It is technically the next day, so I can eat now. Afterwards I might purge. I'm not that hungry, but my stomachs growling at it's getting annoying. I still have to make the schedule. Eh.
12:38 am
I just finished eating, and my stomach hurts. I need to throw it up, I feel like I'm already gonna. Shit.
It didn't work. I tried multiple times and I couldn't throw up. I'll try again after this episode is over. Maybe it just needs to settle.
1:36 am
I couldn't do it, it won't come up. FUCK! I'm so pissed. God fucking damn it. I told myself if I couldn't do it I had to cut myself 100 times. And each one has to bleed.
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Done.
3:49 am
My thighs hurt like hell, but I've decided on an eating schedule, once every two days, small portions. Today I ate, so no more eating until Friday.
~~Daxx~~
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