A Friend Unchosen by Britaney Lamorena

Season 1: Chapter 9: Forgive One another

I knew that by the end of this school year, I and Liz have accepted the fact that we weren't in on another's life anymore, we've moved on with our lives.

Accepting everything that has happened and that things weren't meant to work out between us, I became happy with my new friends in this process, and I just decided to act like I never knew her and be normal strangers no more bitterness.

There were actually some awkward times when I accidentally bumped into her or when she picked up my pen, sometimes my friends tease me of how awkward it is, whenever that happens I smile cause at least one thing hasn't changed she's still shy around others but that's the only thing that hasn't changed.

I basically don't know her anymore, I don't know who she is.....

I can't picture myself with her.....

She changed into someone I never knew...maybe it was the influence I don't know...

But I know that she isn't the Liz I once knew...

It was almost the end of my last school year at that school and our graduations coming up, I decided to leave things where I left them, so I didn't do anything to fix things between me and Liz and went with the flow...

I was gonna transfer to another school cause this school has nothing for me anymore, it only gave me bitter memories and why should I stay?

I wanted to restart my life I paid my regards to my gang, they were against it but I really wanted to leave that toxic school.

I was gonna leave without ever seeing Liz again...

Until she's the one who made the first move and tries to fix things between us before graduation......

I couldn't believe she was doing the first move towards me...

but she wasn't the person I once I knew so what did I expect, her friend Margo actually gave me a heads up that she was gonna try and patch things up with me and even threatened me not to say mean things to her like a bitch? why would I? I would never

but she begged me not to embarrass her, I still could never I knew we had some bitter memories but I really did love her with everything had, later that night...

I would lie if I said I wasn't looking forward to it, then she finally texted me asking

if she could talk to me...

I said "yes'

I knew she was gonna say she wanted to fix things so that we weren't like strangers with bitter memories I simply replied that I want that too...

she said that she doesn't want to create any more bitter memories between us we should try to be okay with each other and be normal again....and don't treat each other as like we don't exist to one another...

the conversation quickly ended but I had the urge to finally ask the reason she left me, what was her reason even if it was an excuse I wanted to know it from her...

I said that I wanna know something...

then I asked why she left me? why she gave up on me......

She answered........

and I didn't expect that answer......

I smiled when I saw the reason...

It made me feel relieved and angry at the same time.