I waited and waited and she really isn't coming back...
I wanted to move on...
I wanted to restart everything...
I left everything behind me and set myself to find new friends I stopped hanging out with belle since it wasn't effective...
I remembered that Min a classmate of mine once invited me for lunch last week but I declined her offer she basically wants me to join their group with an old friend of mine Carla
I refused at that time cause was having a break down cause of Liz but it's not too late to join their circle so when it was recess time I talked to them inviting them to eat together
At first, I didn't think it would work but we hit it off after a few minutes and now I hang out with my three girls Min, Carla and Grace later that day I even went to the mall with them since I've always had free time after school and I had to pick up an order meet up at that mall
They accompanied me to the mall the following day Carla talked me and she wants me to join their group and accepted me for what I am, I was happy to know that all four of them accepted me right away
there is actually one more person in their circle Alera but she's absent all the time so I didn't get to be close friends with her that time but I had the time of my life with these three
I finally was able to laugh genuinely with them I was really having a good time it drives out all my negative energy and I started having fun I didn't even notice that I wasn't thinking about Liz anymore every day after school we would go straight to the mall literally every day after school
I didn't expect it to be already this happy and Liz never ever crossed my mind when I was with them I already told them everything that happened to me and all about Liz
but I still notice Liz when shows up in front of me but I learned to accept things between us and even if I didn't know the reason why she chose to give up on me and leave me I kinda thought it was for the better if I didn't I would still be sulking in the library so I pretended to moved on and chose to forget Liz and our memories
whenever we cross each other...
she's just a stranger but ...
I would never forget her cause once in my life she was exactly what I needed...
a stranger with memories
Carla and I became really close more and more that she became my partner in crime and angel? I still haven't seen her she still kept on not attending the class I became worried that when she goes back to school she might think I replaced her?
I had a lot of happy memories with the three of them, we really hit it off the majority of my memories with them were a lot of happy funny crazy times, we were kinda like sisters already no drama no jealousy no intimate no bullshit
we treat each other how we want to and there's no problem we might be getting too comfortable in front of class too it's almost as if we knew everything about each other since birth
Most of the time Carla and I stalked her crush all day it was fun cause I was the bait all the time catching the attention of those guys were so easy
Carla is an honest simple traditional girl she's innocent never had a boyfriend before only a lifetime of crushes I was pushing her to finally have a relationship but she wants her first to be the last so I can't change her mind
there were times we went a little too crazy
there was a time we were at the garden there was a huge trashcan and I teased them that if I kick it we would all run but I didn't think it would easily fall over since it was huge
I kicked the trashcan and it fucking flew....... the trash spread all through around garden and we all ran shouting laughing excited terrified we ran and hide
when we finally stopped running we just burst out laughing
There was also a time when we were having lunch Carla was throwing her lunchbox around and catching it and I was sitting at the table minding my own business then Carla suddenly tripped and hit me that I rolled off the table and got saved by the table
I couldn't even stand cause I was laughing too hard on how I fell I really rolled off the fucking table and to be saved by the chair it didn't even hurt I realized that my bra saved me from the hurt of impact and we just burst out laughing once more
Then there was also this time when I finally met alera we went to her house to play in their yard alera is the one with the big ass yard that almost looks like a jungle we went and climbed a huge tree when min was being competitive trying to reach the top that she tripped and hang from the tree at high feet we all couldn't help her cause we were too busy laughing at the situation thankfully she didn't fell cause alera helped her while laughing I know we should've helped her but it was too hilarious
then when we all went to the mall and found this scary-ass haunted elevator in a creepy hallway we all took our courage to try it out we went to the second floor of the mall when we reached the second floor the elevator made a creepy scary sound that made us all freaking scream and burst running out of the elevator laughing
when we were also walking at the yard grace was having a childish fight with min and suddenly grace tripped over a tree root and fell on the ground goodness it was so hilarious we almost ran out of breath
we also had some bad times but it worked so easily cause we don't let it last for an hour its uncomfortable and probably cause were treated each other as sisters and we forgive each other in a few minutes
Like when we went swimming at my house and we left jas and Carla at the pool to get some food without consulting them when we got back they got really mad, Like fucking mad tantrums but it worked at the end of the day
I felt happy with them more and more I was myself the whole time and I enjoyed I didn't make the time it simply hit off when I was with them it's crazy how I found my happiness once more :)
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A Friend Unchosen by Britaney Lamorena
Não FicçãoThis is a true story, based on my experience... A Story that revolves around Briar & her circle of friends. It was our last year together and I felt like I went through hell.... losing someone who meant the world cause of my actions.... I regret e...