In Love With A Thug

Dear mama

*** Walking into The Hospital (walks up to the desk)

"Excuse me miss can you please tell me what room Linda Rose Is In"

"That's confidential as of right now"

"What do you mean that's confidential, My mom is dying and your sitting here

telling me about confidential, nah you know what! I don't even want to hear that

Now if you dont want to get choked you will tell me what room she is in and you'll

tell me Now!!!"

" Y-Y-yy-Yes Ma'am "

" 1503 Ma'am "

" Thank you that's all I wanted "

( walking down the hallway ) "Dad, is that you?"

" You know it's me what does it look like, now hurry on I up and get in the room

before your mother finally dies "

" Dad? Are you okay? Why are you talking to me like that (Nell Cries) "

" Didn't you hear what I said? Hurry up and get in that room dammit!!! "

( Quan speaks ) " Aye man why you yelling at her like that, come on Nell

let's go see your mom "

( walks into the room and sits down on a chair "

man my mom looks so cold laying there, I feel like the death Is about to

be snatched out her body as I think

Man I knew this day would come but I just hoped it wouldn't, I wanted to be

mentally prepared but can you every really be when thinking about losing

your mom just any picked day due to cancer

I remember when she first started losing hair, that tore me apart do you know

how it feels to watch the one you love the most no longer have one of the few

things they treasure and watching her try to keep as much as she can but more

and more just keeps coming, yea I wouldn't wish that on my worse enemy

and just watching her be stripped of her strength, can't even feed herself

yea that's something real painful

( starts to break down and cry )

" Mama I love you, I swear I do please stay with me don't leave me please please

you and Dad are the only family I've got please, please don't leave me I'm begging you "

( kisses her mom on the head )

" Momma please don't leave me I love you forever and a year please "

( mom shuts her eyes and the machine starts to beep )

I scream my head off " NO NO NO NO NO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING PLEASE

COME BACK IN SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I'VE DONE SOMEBODY PLEASE RESUSCITATE

HER PLEASE BRING HER BAAAAAAAAACKKK"

( Clung onto her mom's body the doctors run in and take her off )

( Quan Speaks ) " Come on Nell you gotta be strong come on "

Here I am with Quan but where's my suddenly cold hearted dad