In Love With A Thug

I SCREAM For...

7:15 p.m

We finally just got infront of my house. " Well thanks for everything Quan " "You know I got you girl"

I shut his car door and walk up the steps. As soon as I'm about to knock my Pops opens the door.

I nod to Quan and he drives off. "Where have you been little girl" he growls df, where has he been

IK he heard me knocking on this damned door all night. But he wanna ask where I been.

I step inside the house and say "I was knocking on the door all night and you ain't answer so I went

to Meeka's house"

" Oh so you a liar now "

" Daddy I'm not lying "

" Ohhh really, yo lil grown self must think I ain't see you hop out that boy car "

" Da---- "

" Naw SHUTUP ion wanna hear all that bull, you think cuz ya momma dead and gone now you can be fast " I start to cry because he's never talked to me like this before.

Then I smell something stinky in his breath " Dad have you been drinking "

" Oh now yo hoodlum, hood rat self wanna change the subject, naw it's gone stay

right where it's at, on you "

" Now take yo dumb fast self upstairs " I stayed where I was at because I was soo

shocked I couldn't move "

" Didn't I tell you to take yo ugly tail up stairs " before I got a chance to move he

punched me in the back of my head "

" It hurt so bad but I couldn't even cry because it felt like a dream naw to hell with

that, A nightmare "

" I just layed their on the floor feeling blood come out the back of my head "

He bent down and said "You know what I been too nice to yo fast self, & since

you wanna be grown, imma treat you how a grown person should be treated "

Next thing IK he starts to pull down Quan's sweatpants and as I was about to

attempt to stop him he said...

" And if you act a fool I'll beat you till your knocked out "

All I could do was cry & it was at that moment that my life changed forever

( I don't want to write that scene but just know what happened )

When he was done he stood up and stumbled upstairs.

I'm in soo much pain I can't even move, who coulda told me that this would

ever happen to me, and by my own daddy, NOBODY

I just lay their and scream.

I scream for loosing my mom,

I scream for the pain I feel,

I scream for getting rapped,

I for all the cancer victims,

I scream for loosing my father,

I scream for losing my virginity,

I scream for feeling depressed,

And last I scream for feeling hopeless

Man it should be after 9 now. Man I got to get up out of here, and away from

this psycho I'm suppose to call a father.

And before he does it again or heck, something worse.

I get up and limp my self away from the house.

IK I can't call 5-0 because this nigga has fools and the force working with him,

he'll only find out, and then kill me for sure smh.

As I limp down the street begin to think oh my gosh where am I going to stay.

I decide to call meeka, I call her she picks up on the first ring and says "girl I

gotta call you back later"

I'm speecless I begin to cry who am I gonna call now, maybe I can call Jarvis

His goes straight to voicemail just my luck and IK I'm not bout to even try &

call Chaz.

I'm now infront of the bus stop, stop I just go under and sit down man right

when I'm bout to give up hope and lay here and sleep Quan pop's up in my

head.

But as soon as I'm bout to call my phone dies.

Smh guess I'm bout to sleep at the busstop.

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xKAILEE

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Well that was the 17th Chapter. Basically the theme/life changing thing

in the book.

I tried to make it a lil longer but idk lol

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