~A Light in the Shadows~ PRINXIETY FANFIC [EDITING] (temporary cover)

Chapter 9~ Like a Cup of Hot Cocoa

~Chapter 9~

(Me: *snickering* read the card for the viewers, Logan!

Logan: *clears throat* Very well. It's about to get *adjusts glasses* 'Smexy' up in here. Author? What does Smexy mean?

Me: *hysterical  laughter*)

Roman's POV:

'Hold on...........................what?'

I don't know if I said that or if Anxiety did. My whole body went numb for a quick second. It was the truth, though. I love him. There's no use denying it now. Now, this is gonna sound super weird, but I honestly don't know how I got into this situation myself. One second, I'm staring at Anxiety (blushing redder than a rose) and the next....we're kissing. I have no idea who made the first move or anything, but I have to say: I kinda liked it. I pulled away after a second, blushing. Anxiety was blushing even more than I was. His eyes were filled with confusion, like he didn't know what to think. I rubbed the back of my neck in embarrassment, chuckling awkwardly.

"I don't really know where that came from. Sorry if I-" My sentence was cut off by another kiss being planted on my lips. It was sweet and calm, like a cup of hot cocoa. It made me feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside. I put my hand on his cheek, keeping his face close to mine even after the kiss was done. I didn't want it to end. I had been waiting for this for so long. I loved him. I didn't want him to let go. His eyes sparkled with a something I had never seen before. Light filled his eyes where darkness once resided. He wrapped his arms around my neck, holding on to me. He seemed...different. He looked genuinely happy for once. He smiled sweetly, which was unusual. His glare was replaced by a soft, loving and gentle gaze.

"Virgil," He said. I gave him a look of confusion.

"What?" He smiled and kissed my nose.

"That's my biggest secret. My name is Virgil," He said. I was kind of offended that his biggest secret wasn't that he loved me, but I didn't care.

"Virgil....I like that name!" I said, smiling. He finally told me his name! It's about time! I got reaalllyyy tired of calling him 'Anxiety'. He blushed and looked at the floor, embarrassed.

"I don't really. I think it's stupid."

"Nothing about you is stupid." I closed the distance between us with another kiss. Fireworks exploded in my heart. God, I never want this feeling to end.

[Random POV change brought to you by: My rainbow shoelaces.{I stole them from the president ;) } ]

Virgil's POV:

'AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH'

Are you done yet?

'No. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH'

JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY

'WELL HOW WOULD YOU REACT IF YOUR CRUSH JUST KISSED YOU OUT OF THE BLUE?'

I don't have a crush. I don't care either. Just stop being so immature. It's just a kiss.

'No way. I've been waiting for this for so long. I'm gonna enjoy this all I want!'

I honestly had no idea how much I wanted this, how much I needed this. Everything felt so dark before, but it was Roman was chasing all that away. He was my light in the shadows. I wanted to get closer to him. I wanted him to get closer to me. I wanted to tell him everything, even though I couldn't. I pressed my hand to his chest and felt his heartbeat. It was rapid and sporadic, just like mine. Somehow, we were still kissing. I don't have much experience, but Roman clearly does. We both pulled away from each other, out of breath. I didn't want him to leave though. I didn't need to breathe. Breathing is overrated anyway. He put his hand on my chest as well. My heart was practically beating out of my chest. I opened my mouth to speak, but Roman put his finger on my lips.

"Having fun, pretty face?" He asked, smirking. I could feel myself blushing, but I ignored it. Damn......Roman looked hot.

Okay, what tHE FUCK

'I can't help it. He does look really hot. Man, I'm not used to feeling like this. I'm having too much fun. SOMEBODY STOP ME!'

First of all, HE HAS THE SAME FUCKING FACE AS YOU. HE'S LITERALLY PART OF THE SAME PERSON

'Oh shut up already. Just let me enjoy my moment. This could be my last chance.'

The voice grumbled and faded, leaving me alone with Roman. My chest was moving up and down really quickly, due to the fact my anxiety was about to fly off the charts. Roman's hand tightened around my zipper.

'Fuck it. Why not?'

I closed my eyes and made the gap between us vanish once again. I was done with the gentle kisses. Everyone had ignored me all of my life or pretended that I don't exist. I'm done with being invisible. I was starving for attention. I didn't care about my scars, I didn't care that I hadn't eaten in three days. I don't care about anything anymore. It was just me and him. Him and me.

And suddenly, we weren't kissing.

And suddenly, I wasn't wearing my hoodie.

And suddenly, I heard a whimper, as if someone was trying to hold back tears

And suddenly, everything fell apart.

(A/N)

(Hahaha warning this is a joke about depression. I do these things a lot. Don't judge me.)

Me: Man, I wanna die

Patton: *gasps* MICHA NO! WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT? 

Me: Because it's true

Patton: *Hugs me* Why do you wanna die, kiddo?

Me: ....because I hate myself

Virgil: *pokes his head into the room* Sameeeeeee

Patton: yoU'RE NOT HELPING 

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Sorry for the cliff hanger......just kidding I'm not sorry. I'm probably just gonna procrastinate.....for five months. Idk, I just don't know when I'll get around to writing another chapter. Anyway, thanks for reading!