Am I crazy?
Am I crazy that I love you, despite the way you look at me, with such hatred in your eyes?
Am I crazy that I love you, even when you humiliate me, in front of everyone?
Am I crazy that I love you, when you walked right past me, without even acknowledging my presence?
Am I crazy to think that, you can still love me, inspite of you, blatantly saying you would never?
Am I crazy that I love the way, you break my heart?
break my hope.
break my spirit.
why do I love you, despite you killing me each day with your words?
maybe, because it fed my fucked up mind, and maybe because I wanted to hear you say it.
maybe I'm not crazy.
I just want to hurt.
YOU ARE READING
bittersweet amour.
Poetry"personification of beauty. master of deception. queen of heartbreak. ruler of my heart." ------------------ #1 in sonnet. June 17th, 2018. #33 in poetry. June 23rd, 2018.
