Close to you (Zion Kuwonu Fanfic)

Fast Lane

I guess you could say it was one of those days, I was tired of being alive but my life was exciting so therefore I had so much to live for .

I suffered with depression and I stay in and out of foster care until I was 7 , being in a home where my step brother touched and raped me was my daily routine.

I was scared to tell anyone because I didn't want to get him in trouble because I thought I loved him and I had gotten used to it.

When I turned 16 I walked into his room and rode him into the sunset. He had corrupted me and I liked it .

He was hooked and I was tired of him . I told him if he didn't leave me alone I'd call the police. I moved out at 18 and never talked to my family again .

They tried to reach out to me but I was so traumatized I didn't wanna be bothered . They're the reason I am the way I am .

A whore.

I currently was picking my clothes off the floor and preparing to get dressed. This was 3rd time this week I ended up in my creep of a step "brothers" bed.

I loved the way he made me feel and his touch sent sparks into my body. Even though he had a girlfriend , even when I told him I hated him. I always ended up riding his face.

But I couldn't be mad at him nor could I hate him because I knew that this was my fault. I was being stupid, I was going back.

He was like my drug and I couldn't get enough of him . Man I was sad , he smacked my plump booty and bit his lip.

"Come here and ride daddy one more time before you go", he says as I drop my clothes and climbed back into bed.

I was pathetic. I lowered myself onto him and gave him what he was looking for but I really shouldn't left and never came back.

He knew exactly what to say to me and I complied . I didn't want to stop , I couldn't stop . I only wanted him.

I played so many good men because of him, I've stolen money, stood up dates, never called anyone back all because of him.

He was mine and in my mind I was his .