It had been 2 weeks since I seen or spoken to Zion, I was embarrassed since he rejected me.
I was currently in my creep brother's bed, I was watching him sleep. He looked so peaceful and I just wanted to suffocate him and send his dead corpse to prison.
I lay in bed disgusted with myself and when I died I knew for a fact I was going to hell . No doubt about it .
Maybe I should just stop messing with my step brother and give Zion a chance , he was a gentleman.
He didn't force me into anything like the other guys, and he was nice to me .
I was used to being forced into sexual acts and enjoying them . Was that weird ???
Once I dropped him , I was indeed going to need therapy bad, I looked at myself in the ceiling mirror disgusted with myself.
Each and every time I made my way over here I was belittling myself for a quick nut . I was only 19 and I was already on my 6th body .
I watched him peacefully sleep and climb on top of him and ride him awake. I needed this I told myself, I deserved this.
He made me feel good for an hour or so , I told myself that this would be the last time . I spoke to him and I was gonna give Zion a chance .
After my little affairs, I collect my clothes and head home. I call Zion
"Hello", he answers .
"Hey z it's Lay nee", I say .
"Oh hey was sup", Zion answers .
"I was wondering if we could catch a movie tomorrow", I ask hoping he'd say yes .
"Sure", he says and I release a breath I didn't know I was holding
"Cool see you at 6", I say hanging up.
Here's a first step to loving myself.
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Close to you (Zion Kuwonu Fanfic)
Fiksi PenggemarZion has been played and used for his money, it seems he has back luck when it comes to love. Laynee is the complete opposite she plays boys because they play her but maybe this time her gut feeling is wrong. Well they ever find love ?
