Maturing

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I was currently taking a shower with Zion and he was making little gestures at my belly . It was cute .

"Daddy loves you Little Z", he says kissing my stomach.

"Baby?", I call him.

"Yes baby?", he answers turning the water off and grabbing us a towel .

"How do you know it's a girl?", I ask smirking.

"Lol I don't", he says lotioning our bodies up.

It had been exactly 4 months now and even though I didn't think I was that big , I was huge .

Small things I couldn't do that I used to do on my own .  I couldn't shave, I barely could do my hair . My feet were swollen and my face was fat.

I was so insecure about myself at the moment and I knew that if he wanted to cheat on me with a prettier girl he could of .

Zion looks at me and knows something up instantly.

"What's wrong?", he asks lotioning up my feet .

"I'm just feeling a little insecure that's all", I say forcing a smile .

He kisses my feet.

"No need princess because I'm all yours and you're all mine", he says helping me get dressed .

He then proceeds to dress hisself before he puts on a movie for me and heads down to the kitchen.

Who would of thought I'd be in a Steady relationship with my true love and in the process of having baby; my first baby and because of my past I was scared of the type of mother I would be to my baby and if I would be good enough .

I didn't want my past to discourage me because I was indeed different and I was indeed maturing everyday.

I only wanted what was best for our baby and everything I didn't have growing up I wanted my baby to have .

Sanity.Protection.Acceptance.

My phone rings and I pick it up to see an unknown number flash across the screen along with the message,

I know where your real mother is .

I wanted to know where my mom was and I wanted to meet her and talk to her.

1114 Mokuhano Street , Honolulu, Hawaii

Zion finally comes upstairs with our food .

"I'm going to see my birth mom Zion", I tell him.

"No not now you're literally 6 months pregnant, can't you wait till after you give birth?", he asks .

"No I need to see her now and get confirmation about somethings", I say matter of fact.

"I don't agree with this but I guess it'll be ok", Zion says giving up arguing with me because he wasn't going to win .

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