Close to you (Zion Kuwonu Fanfic)

Distraction

I had been hanging out with Zion and I was absolutely bored .

I wanted to get laid and he was avoiding me and that made me desperate .

Man I was sad .

I shouldn't be playing Zion but I couldn't help it . He kept me happy during the day and my step brother kept me pleased at night .

I was using my step brother I didn't love him or at least I didn't think I did . I was starting to catch feelings for Zion and that scared me.

What if he didn't feel the same ??

Does he know that i care about him???

I was crazy in love , I didn't even want anybody but Zion .

My phone rung and Zion stopped his game of fornite to look at me .

"Who is that?", he asked stern and probably fed up with me.

I look at him with my mouth open.

"Laynee who is that?", He asked getting up and walking towards me .

"Ummm.....my brother", I say as he snatches my phone from me.

"So this the nigga you've been dissing me for", he says and my eyes start to water.

I wasn't hurt but I was sick of myself .

He sighs tossing my phone and shoes at me .

"Go to him and never come back. Leave me alone and stay with your brother Laynee, I'm nobody's rebound. I knew it was too good to be true, all girls are the same", He says as I run out of his room and to my car.

My heart was officially shattered and I didn't mean to play him, but I was confused and so used to being nothing but a sex object. That's all I knew.

I just wanted Zion and I wanted to be in his arms and I wanted to be loved right.

I drove over to my step brother house to end it all, only to be bent over and gripping the sheets I was sick and I hated myself for this.

I couldn't even tell him no and put him behind bars and watch him rot. That wouldn't make me happy because I couldn't even have Zion and he didn't even want me .

I lost.

I think about calling him but he wouldn't even answer me , I played him just when I was feeling him and just when we were vibing.

Out of all the guys I've slept with, I just couldn't do Zion like that because he was so different.