I can't swear... Oh wait I can. Dyphoria is a fucking bitch. Just like depression.
Today I was all cheerful and happy because it's the last day of school, my chest was flat, I wore a button-up white shirt instead of a skirt, I wore a cap and to this stranger I passed as a guy. But then I got home and it all went down the hill. Why? I dunno, I just started feeling really femine, uncomfortable, all the things that my parents said started kicking in again and it just made everything really bad.
Then I started feeling like I'm good for nothing, useless, stupid as well and if depression and dysphoria were people i'd like to kill them.
I just want to crawl into a ball and hide but I gotta keep living, and I gotta keep looking like I'm okay on the outside.
Wow, this was really edgy of me. Welp, too late to go back now.
Oh also, because it's finally summer, I' be posting more often.
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RandomThe title says it all. And yeah, sorry if you get lost on this name deal. I change my name too often so I stopped changing it in this book so it won't get annoying. Currently call me Simon. The cover was drawn by me (see I'm rad and can totally d...
