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Ok, so I'm definetely back and I have some stuff to talk about that couldn't make chapters because those are just tini tiny thought or something like that:

I know that I talk about scars a lot

Look, if you hadn't started self harm, don't do it. Just try to stay strong, please. It gets better for some time, but then it stays as a reminder of how weak you were to do it, seriously, I regrett cutting more than I thought I ever will. If you had started to cut, there's not much I can say because it's hard to stop cutting, but stay strong. I'm trying to stop cutting myself and not I'm about a month clean! So if I made it this far, you can do it as well.

Nail polish

I know that Val had already made a chapter about this but like an idiot I coloured my nails black about a week ago. DYSPHORIA I WILL MURDER YOU WITH A SPOON ONE DAY, I SWEAR TO LORD DICKSOCKS. Also the fact that my mom and grandma actually said that ,,I'm getting better" hurt because they meant that I'm less of a guy. Yeah, it doesn't sound like that in English but in my language it does. So, now I left my three different shades of black to sit on my shelf again.

It turns out I have a british accent

Yeah, it's kind of cool but that's it

I passed as a guy to a seven year old

It feels so damn amazing, I never passed as a guy ro adults but it feels great to pass to a kid because of how honest they are and that just makes me feel better.

I guess that's it, or maybe I don't remember anything else, who knows?

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