1st day of school after the easter break and i already want to shoot myself

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No, I couldn't make that title any longer.

So yeah, back to school. What a long break it was. A week. A glorious week of laying in bed and not having to deal with people.

So, I mean, that was fun. I got called a nerd, freak and a wuss. And this was one of the better days.

Man, I'm so tired.

Probably because I haven't slept for more than 4 hours a day in the last week.

Or because I stopped eating.

But also because I'm just tired.

Of people, the name calling, the voices in my head, my parents, my fucked up family, everything.

Dysphoria doesn't help with all this. It sucks. And yeah, I know, I know, I shouldn't shine only the dark light at it or whatever you English fucks call it, but for me, personally, it's a nightmare. I'm just a kid. I'm already fucked up as it is. It's just making things worse.

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