Jimin's perspective
"Why do you think Seokjin and Namjoon wanted to see us?" Hoseok asked me while we are cleaning the living room.
We finished the album somehow and for three songs we prepared the choreography. Last month was so tiring but hopefully it ends. Jungkook graduated and now he can recover until the live shows start. Taehyung was by his side at every break down he had, he cancelled his shootings and stayed in our home every day. And Yoongi did this too, he was here for us all the time, working for his projects too, but with us too. But somehow, I don't like our situation and I feel like he likes Hoseok more and spend a lot of time with him and I am ignored by them.
"Jimin?" Hoseok asked me, I guess I was ignoring him a little thinking about how Yoongi prefers him more than me....
"Yeah..Uhm, I don't know" I arranged a pillow. "He said he will talk with the director about our album, maybe he wants to tell us what he said."
"Oh.."
"..Yeah"
"Well, I think we finished here" Jungkook came in the living room after he cleaned his room and washed the dishes.
"I am going in my room, then. I have something to do.." Hoseok announced and left the living room leaving me and Jungkook confused.
I sat on the couch cupping my head with my palms and sighed loud. Jungkook came beside me and tried to say something but he stopped."Jimin hyung?" After a few seconds he finally said.
I hummed as an answer and turned my head to him.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, just tired" I turned my head back to his initial position.
"Is about Hoseok hyung?" He whispered
"Yes.." I covered my eyes with my hands.
"What happened?"
"He spends a lot of time with Yoongi and I am left alone all the time and I am tired to call the every time, to asked them if they want to meet, or bring them food, or text them first. And Hoseok spends a lot of time at his place even if he says he's not going there, I see this on Yoongi's snapchat story"
"Hyung.. if there's one thing I can tell you in this situation.. is that you don't have to search them. Let them be concerned and search you, because when they'll see you're not giving them attention, they will come back to you."
"If not, Kook? Maybe they are happy without me. They are both older than me and the have a lot of things to talk about.."I sighed "And I think I lost them"
"Hyung, you are the leader of the best korean band, you built this band from 0 and I can't believe we are this successful and we dance and sing and look amazing doing this. This is because of you. You knew Seokjin and Namjoon and told us to stay with us and solve the important problems and just because they can't see how beautiful and sensitive and amazing you are, they both suck.. especially Hoseok"
"Wow Kooks.. thank you for this." I said thinking about what he said, because he is right, but I can't understand why they left me like this.
Well, they didn't left me.
But we are not that close.
And I miss them.
I.. miss them.
"Come here" Jungkook hugged me, and Jungkook never hugged someone else but Taehyung.
We talked a little more until Seokjin and Namjoon finally came. Hoseok came from his room smiling and sat on the couch with us. Seokjin sat on an armchair and Namjoon on a chair in front of us.
"So.. what did he say?" Hoseok said breaking the silence.
"First of all, I want to thank you for all your dedication and passion and you finished this project in time.. " Namjoon took the control.
We looked at each other smiling because our work is appreciated. But I looked at Seokjin who's not that extra as usually.
"But the director.."
"He didn't like it.. right?" I completed him
"No, he didn't like it.."
And this is where the nightmare begins.
