Answer | Yoonminseok

Jungkook

Run.

Run.

Run.

This is what I want to do right now. I want to run far away, to forget about what happened. It's been two weeks since I am not a part of BTS and since then, I am living with Taehyung, in his mansion. The only time I left the house was to take my luggage and this happened yesterday.

Taehyung..he stayed with me all the time, he gave me anything I wanted and made me feel better. I want to stay with him forever, I want to cuddle him for the rest of my life.

I am so sensitive right now but I don't want them to find out, just Taehyung. He is the only one that really cares. The only one that was by my side all the time... but he has to go in Japan for a photo shoot and I have to stay alone here until he is back. I don't want to stay alone, but I don't want to stay with other friends, I don't want to see my parents because I am not ready yet, I don't want to open my phone again because all the articles and fans are disappointed and I don't want to be the one who give them some informations.

"Kookie, let's go downstairs and eat the dinner" Taehyung popped in the room and told me to come. He gave me my own room if I need to be alone but I want to hug him, and if is not him, is his pillow.

I want to say I am not hungry and just lay here but I can't, I want to eat and be sad. I lazily went down where the maids prepared the dinner for me and Tae. He started to eat but I only played with the fork thinking about nonsenses."Kook.." Taehyung said and I raised my head. "Seokjin and Namjoon are texting me to know if you are good.. you really have to turn on your phone and talk to them"

"I will" I answered and I continued to play with the food.

"Jungkook, eat please. And after this, you will turn on your phone and talk to your parents and managers.. "

"Taeh.."

"No Jungkook" he cut me off. "You say you will do this for too long. Is time to face the reality."

I didn't answer because I know he is right. I have to talk to them because I didn't give them the chance to explain me the situation, maybe I got it wrong. But I still don't want to meet them in real life because, so I guess I will just text them. I want to talk to Seokjin hyung. He is the one that called Taehyung 40 time every day to ask him how I feel, and beside that, he is my oldest brother that made me feel better in every situation and took care of me.. and now I feel bad for not talking to him.

A few hour passed and I am in the bedroom with Taehyung and he fell asleep on my chest hugging me. I took my phone and opened yhe Wi-Fi and 5 minutes a lot of messages appeared. A lot of friends, even Jimin and Hoseok, but I don't want to see or talk to them.. and Seokjin hyung, 1073 messages, I think I really have to talk to him.