This beautiful image of a happy family is the one that everytime made me smile and think about the time when I'll be and old man with no worries. And this image is a bit different from what other people want. I am gay and everyone knows it. Being gay is not a disease or something to be ashamed of and I am proud to be kinda different from the way the "normal" people are. I never thought I am normal and I don't want to be. This is why I chose to go to Seoul University of Arts to be an idol, not a lawyer, that's why I am a dancer and do what I love and not what is well-paid. This is why I am not rushing that much to have a kid or two or three, like the other people at my age do. I love to wake up around animals, and the sight of Holy and Minnie sleeping together is more than overwhelming. Outside is is snowing and I guess is cold and the wind blows, but under this blanket I feel safe. Or maybe is this pale arm around my waist? I haven't felt this warm feeling for a long time and I do know is wrong but I don't complain.
My crush on Yoongi hyung was never gone.
His good-looking face and body are not everything that made me fall for him and say "Yes daddy" to everything he says. Is this personality that has a soft spot for the ones he loves and I do know he still didn't forget me at all but is less that what he feels for Hoseok hyung and I don't complain either.
"I can hear your thoughts" Yoongi's husky voice awoke me completely. He rearranged his hand on my waist and pulled me closer. "When did you wake up?" He asked me after a few seconds, maybe waiting for me to push him away.
"A few minutes ago, I had a good time watching you"
"Well, well, well..look who's a fuckboy. A few days ago you were shy, depressed and quiet. Where is that Jimin?"
"I can bring him back if you want but I wanted to tell that I want to eat something. I guess I am not anymore." I teased
"I know something you can eat" Yoongi looked me in the eyes smirking.
"Do I wanna know?"
"Do you wanna know?" He started to move his hands on my back under my shirt. We are a few centimeters apart and I can smell a late scent of his perfume. I put my face on his chest and I felt a kiss on the top of my head. "Let's go and eat. I have a jar full of nutella and I am sure we can find something to eat it with"
He climbed off the bed and dragged me out of bed. "Boy, eat something, I wanted to go out to build a snowman but the wind will take you away from me" he laughed.
"I am pretty and you like the way I look now" I smiled at him.
"You don't have an ass to grab"
"You fuckboy, your boyfriend has a huge ass so don't complain"
"Yes but my boyfriend's asa isn't here and all I have is yours"he caressed my ass gently but I slapped his hand."rude" he murmured.
"Do you have bread?" I asked him opening and closing a few doors in his kitchen.
"No but we can go and buy some. The store is a few streets away.. but wait.. I should tie a leash by your pants and drag you like a kite."
"Haha,very funny Yoongi, maybe I should tie a leash by your collar and fuck you merciless."
Well.. I really said that loud?
A smirk on his face started to grow bigger but suddenly it disappeared.
"You? To top me? A few years ago your moans sounded pretty good when you were under me"
"Want to bet, baby? "
Yoongi got close now, every step that he took forward, I did one back until I hit the counter with my back and our lips are almost touching each other. He has a dominant stare teasing me like hell by not touching me in any way."Want to get fucked?" After 5 full seconds of starring into each other's eyes, Yoongi moved his left hand behind my back and took from the countertop the nutella jar. "I would like to see how you melt in front of me and still say you will fuck me senseless, but I am hungry".
When he moved away, I finally started to breath. It was like all this time I couldn't but I don't understand why my body works like this. Is just Yoongi, the boy once made my heart crazy, but now we are just friends, right? Hold up, I'll play his game.
I took few steps forward to him who was eating bananas with nutella and watch the news. I raised his hand, the one he holds the banana and took a bite from it and he raised and eyebrow.
"Tastes good, hyung" I said with a sensual voice and licked my lips.
"Do you want more?" A smirk is forming on his face. I nodded smiling like a child, trying to show my innocent face. He approached the banana closer and I licked the top of it. I moved my tongue around the banana and watched Yoongi who's looking at the moves I make. "Suck it" he said still watching my lips. I raised my head a little to make better puppy eyes and without breaking the visual contact I started to suck the banana. Well, is an embarassing image but hot at the same time. I put my hands on his hips very close to his bulge.. and oh, is a remarkable one.
"Jimin.." oh, who is less dominant now.
"What is, hyung? I am not doing this well?"
I got no word from, he just combed his hair with his fingers and sighed and this is the best answer I could get from him. This gave me confidence, a lot of confidence.
"Can I taste this too, hyung?" I bit my lower lip and moved my hand up and down on his hip.
"Jimin, what are you doing?" He asked confused.
"Having some fun" I said with a giggle and took some nutella from the jar with two fingers. "I'll be upstairs" I licked my fingers and went into the bedroom.
Jimin 1, Yoongi 0.
