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"Numb. Numb. Numb. That's what you want to feel" the voice shouted. He put the pipe to his mouth holding it with his left hand while the right held a lighter. He inhaled the smoke, seeping further into the haze. He ate so much but he knew it was bad "FAT FUCK, PUT DOWN THE FOOD! YOU DO NOTHING BUT EAT, NO WONDER NO ONE LOVES YOU" the voice screamed at the boy. He put down the candy feeling ashamed, he didn't feel loved..... "you want to eat? Bite your tounge" done, done, done! "He doesn't love you, she doesn't love you." Hazy...."why was I crying?" Can't breath, don't wanna breath,someone kill me  I'm done I'm done I'm done

"No one loves you, no one would notice or care if you died" on and on in his head the voice screamed "quiter, quit eating" "STARVE"    He seeps further into his depression

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"No one loves you, no one would notice or care if you died" on and on in his head the voice screamed "quiter, quit eating" "STARVE"   
He seeps further into his depression. not understanding that people love him "fat, ugly, fag" the comments swam in his head like a shark trying to eat the good memorys so nothing was left.

"You. Are. Nothing! No one I repeat no one loves you" the voice mocked his sadness. " you're wrong" the boy finally felt the courage to say "oh, really? Explain why no one says it. Explain why you're still alone." The boy fell silent. "You're right..." he said defeated

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