I've only had four relationships so far and all of them kinda hurt...but none hurt as much as a boy named Alex. I met Alex while doing a south park rp on kik. I remember playing games and sometimes the rp would get too real and i would cry but there was two people i liked that would comfort me (I'm gonna call one "kenny" to preserve his identity) kenny, and Alex (who i knew as clyde back then) i chose Alex and we started dating.After a while it felt like i was the only one putting in effort to keep the relationship alive....and he left me for someone he barely knew (this was the first time we broke up) kyle (the boy he liked) rejected him, so he became depressed and started saying shit like "i don't know what love is" "no one can help me understand it" and i tried my hardest to help....he let me in again so we we're happy for a while....and then his cousin gave me some news...he had been cheating on me.I stayed with him but the trust was kinda broken. About a month later his cousin tells me he asked out another girl, i wasn't bothered so we stayed together.I started talking to his cousin more and more, she was nice and funny( I'll call her kevin) Alex got jealous of how much i was talking to kevin so he broke up with me again (i know i probably shouldn't of done this but she was there for me) me and Kevin started dating and i soon stoped loving Alex, but kevin sayed that i would be more happy with Alex so she pushed me away more and more. After a few weeks of pushing me away she broke up with me so Alex could have me and stop being so sad ( i wasn't angry at her at all she was strong and i love her for it) so me and Alex were dating again but i would still talk to Kevin ( he was still jealous) Kevin would say stuff like "Alex doesn't want me talking to you" " he's mad at me" it was tearing me. After a while i loved Alex again but i still loved Kevin making shit weird. I'm a really flirty person (ask any of my friends oof) so i would flirt with people a lot, one of those people being Kevin. Doing this made Alex angry at both of us. He broke up with me for being flirty this was the last time and he never talks to me but i met his gf (or ex now) and he's been cheating on her (she was the girl he was cheating on me with but I'm not angry at her) we became friends and she broke up with him yesterday ( 9-18-2017) but i still have a little bit of feelings for him which is tearing me apart cause i also like this girl (she might read this so I'll leave out her name) she's got pretty brown eyes that i could drown in and soft black hair ( poof :3) her art is beautiful( not as beautiful as her ;3) her real name starts with "b" i love her more than words can describe but......she's not bi or lesbian so i cant date her...she likes a boy that i can't say his name cause she'll figure it out (oooof) it feels better to get this out but knowing no one cares doesn't bother me (OOOOOOF)
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I'm gay
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I'm not gonna lie i was trying to get the word count to 669
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Im gay for toby
Shhhhhhhhhh no one said anything
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I'm gonna get slapped for saying that 😂😂😂😂
