I don't know who to talk to...
I feel alone and gross..
I can't talk to anyone they'll just ask me to stop but I can't.
I want to look better..
I need to look better.
It hurts
The blood vessels in my face break
My nose is running
I'm crying
I don't want to I need to.
I feel shitty for eating..
This is better right?
My throat hurts...
After every dinner..
Every lunch..
The bathroom is where you'll find me
Gagging on my fingers in hope that I'll be pretty one day....
Everything feels hopeless..
I hope no one hears me...
Please don't ask me to stop..
Dont ask what's wrong..
I'm hopeless...
