I feel useless. I feel ugly, stupid, and annoying. I'm 99% sure everyone hates me. And why wouldn't they? I'm an asshole and do nothing but annoy everyone. I can't help and worst of all I try to speak about my problems. No one cares why do I try. I just wanna feel needed.
I can't stop crying I feel worthless and I just wanna lock myself in my room and sob so I can't bother people.
Why do I have to be so nothing. That doesn't make sense but it does. I can't draw or sing or write. I cant do makeup or hair. I can't participate in sports because I'm a lazy fat fuck and I'm too stupid to learn the guitar like I wanna.
Everyone would be better off without me and I'm sure they can't wait till I'm gone...
