I put that video there cause we watched them together.
Soooo following up on the stuff i said at the end of the last chapter, i miss my friend, toby. He's really fucking awesome and sweet and funny and it sucks that i never get to see him anymore. Maybe I'm just jealous cause he's replaced me with new better friends.... And he doesn't need me anymore....he doesn't talk to me much. I've been crying for a while about it and it doesn't help that a lot reminds me of him. I have his old art on my wall for Christ's sake. Even being at that school fills my head with memories of a friend i can no longer see. I'll see if i can change schools but I'd be leaving the friend's i can only see at school behind. Cause most of them don't have phones. I'll miss them but honestly not even a billion new friends could top my friendship with toby.
