LukePOV *what happened with him while he was getting ready*
First things first. let's head to the bathroom. I walked into the bathroom and took the air vent off the ground. I reached my hand in and took it out of there, my blade, my best friend.
I rinsed it off. Just to be sure, I'm not trying to kill myself just yet.
I pushed up my long sleeves and slid the distraction across my wrist. It honestly felt amazing to me.
Once I was done I had 18 small cuts along the side of wrist and 19 deep ones on the main veins, not deep enough to puncture anything.
I rinsed the blade off again and put it back in its place.
I walked downstairs. of course nobody's home. My family hates me, just as I hate myself. What kind of person could love me? I'm so fucked up and stupid. I've been hospitalized 4 times on overdoses. Of course they were on purpose.
But I was the one who called those 4 times. Because I felt there was something holding me back from going through with it.
I went back up the staircase. Me and my mom live in a mansion. It has 3 levels if you don't count the basement. My room is on the top floor, last door.
I liked it that way, because if somebody tried to come save me they'd have to walk the to the highest floor and go the farthest down the hall. It would just take them longer to get to me is my point.
I walked into my room. I picked out a pair of black skinny jeans, and a nirvana tank top. I covered my arm with bracelets to cover up my emotions, and who I truly am.
I got into my dark blue mustang and drove off to my spot.
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Chapter 2 everybody 😊
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Better Than You «L.H» •5SOS•
RomansaMarie Skye Clark Luke Robert Hemmings He's depressed. She's depressed. She's lives in a abusive household. He usually depends on his best friends place to stay. They're both dropouts. He uses anger to hide his emotions. She uses blades, and long...
