who are you? | sprousehart

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it has been two years since we finished shooting our last season of riverdale. it got cancelled at season 4. cole and i are still together and we have an apartment in los angeles.

i had had stomach pains for a while now and i also noticed that my period hadn't come. so i spontaneously took a pregnancy test. i secretly wanted a baby because i thought i was ready, but i wasn't sure how cole would react.

i sat on the toilet, shaking and waiting for it to load. then i saw one little line peek through and then out of the blue another one came. i started crying out of joy and just wanted to throw myself into cole's arms, but i was nervous to tell him about it because we haven't had 'the baby talk'.

"c-cole, can you come here please?" i said nervously. "what's wrong babe?" he said and came into the bathroom. "i-i'm pregnant" i said, still shaking. "oh my gosh, seriously?" he said and started jumping around of joy. "yes" i said and showed him the pregnancy test. "we're having a baby!" cole said and picked me up in his arms. i held onto his hair while he spun me around. "are you happy?" he asked excitingly and stared into my eyes. i nodded slightly as tears fell from my eyes. "i love you" he said and kissed me. "i love you too" i said between kisses.

he laid me down on the bed and laid down next to me. "i hope the baby gets your eyes" he said and gently pulled up my shirt and rubbed my stomach. "and your brain" i laughed and put my hand over cole's hand. he sat up a little bit and motioned for me to sit in his lap.

(i wanted them to sit like this, i just didn't know how to describe it)

his hands were placed on my stomach and my head was resting against his chest. "i love you so much, you have no idea" he whispered in my ear. "i love you more" i said back. i then turned around and leaned up to kiss him. he slowly began deepening the kiss. "coooole" i said and pulled away slightly. "i'm sorry, forgot you were pregnant" he said and smiled at me.

we laid down on the bed and i cuddled into his chest. "when should we start telling people?" he asked as he played with my hair. "i don't know, but i'm not telling my mom" i said. "it's okay, you don't have to" he said. "i'm scared of her, cole" i said. "i'll protect you" he said. i kissed his chest slowly and then drifted off to sleep.

*

i woke up to the sound of cole making breakfast. i slowly made my way over to the kitchen and sat down on the counter. "you sleepy?" he asked and walked over to me. "mhm" i mumbled. he picked me up and laid me down on the couch. he put a blanket over me and kissed my forehead. "i'll come over soon with breakfast" he whispered and walked away. "nooo" i said and motioned for him to come back. "you forgot to give me a kiss" i pouted. "ah sorry" he said and leaned in to kiss me. "thank you" i said right after. he smiled at me and walked back to the kitchen.

"lils your phone is ringing" cole shouted. "can you answer it please?" i asked sleepy. "okay" he said. i heard cole answer the phone and after awhile it almost sounded like he was afraid. "are you okay baby?" i asked, but he didn't respond.

cole's pov

i answered lili's phone and immediately heard lili's mom answer on the other line. "lili i need to talk to you right now!" she yelled. "uhm this is cole" i said awkwardly. "why the hell did you get my daughter pregnant?!" she yelled at me. "what...uh...how do you even know that?" i managed to ask. "it's all over social media but that's not the point! i'm coming tomorrow to get lili and she is getting an abortion" she said. "no she is definitely not, she wants this baby and i'm not going to let you take her away from me" i said, annoyed. "she doesn't deserve you cole, she deserves someone who is like herself, a bad human being" she said. "i don't deserve her you mean? she works hard everyday to make everyone happy and she is the nicest and most hilarious person i have ever met and i love her, i would never give her up so please leave us alone and most definitely leave lili alone" i said in anger. "when that baby is born i'm going to meet her because i'm her grandma" she snapped back. "well then i'm going to change the law because there is no way i'm going to let our baby nor lili meet up with you" i said and hung up.

"are you okay baby?" i could hear lili say from the living room, i didn't answer. after a couple of minutes i saved up courage and walked over to her. "uhm lils, that was your mom" i said and sat down next to her. "what did she say?!" lili asked and panicked. "hey, it's okay" i said and wrapped my arms around her. "she knows about the pregnancy" i said. "what? how?" lili asked confused. "it's on social media" i said. "great, of course it is" she said and pulled up her phone. she looked around on twitter and saw that someone had taken a picture of her walking out of a pharmacy with a pregnancy test in hand.

"tell me what my mom said" she said. "do you really want to know?" i asked carefully. "yes, tell me now" she said. "okay first of all i love you and i already love this baby so don't believe what she said" i said and took her hands. "she said she was going to pick you up so you could get an abortion, but i stopped her, she said that you didn't deserve me" i said as small tears fell down her soft cheeks. "hey, don't cry, it's not true" i said and moved my hands to wipe away her tears. i left my hands on her cheeks and cupped her cheeks. "don't listen to her, i love you and i will never leave you nor this baby" i said. "it's just" she started but stopped herself. i nodded for her to continue. "when i grew up, i always listened to my mom because that was what you were supposed to do, she told me all this stuff about me and i listened to her. i had no one else to listen to. i thought she was right, cole. i thought everything that came out of her mouth was true so it's hard to fall out of that pattern. if my mom tells me something, i'm going to believe her because that's what i've always done" she said. i looked at her for a while to try and find her emotion. "lils" i whispered. "i didn't know that, i'm sorry" i said. "you have nothing to be sorry about, you have helped me through this" she said. i cut her off by kissing her. "we'll get through everything together, okay? i'll never leave you" i said.

this is seriously the worst book ever, i don't know how anyone wants to read it but here's a new chapter.