i am not perfect

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"Come on it will be fun!!" My bestfriend Bella said to me as she tried to get me to take drugs with her.
"Uhm, I don't feel so good, I think I'm going to go home" I said while shaking.
"Ughh you're so boring, I don't understand. I've done everything for you. I made you popular in school and now you won't do anything for me in return. You're a real bitch Lili Reinhart. Go fûck yourself" she said to me while pushing me to the side.
"I'm going to make your life a living hell" she said and walked away.
After she had left, I felt weak. My whole body was shaking and I was crying. I thought the best thing right now was to just end everything. I knew that bella meant what she said. Bella had even given me a knife and told me to cut myself whenever I felt pain, because it always helped her. I slowly picked up the knife from my purse and held it right over my wrist, ready to commit suicide. Beep. I checked my phone and I had gotten a message from a random number.

I love you

                                                                                                                                                             what, who are you?

I'm so sorry, I'm playing truth or dare

                                                                                                                                                                                     oh
                                                                                                                                                                    i thought uhm
                                                                                                                                                                        nevermind

but if u need someone to talk to, i'm here

                                                                                                                                           Everything is shit right now

what's wrong?

                                                                                                                                                                       my bestfriend
former bestfriend
                                                                     wanted me to take drugs with her but I said no and now she'll do anything to make my life even more miserable.

i'm here for you<3

                                                                                                                                                                                             thx

                                                                                                                         one question. are you a guy or a girl?

guy haha and i'm assuming you're a girl?

                                                                                                                                                                                yeah


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