Do you ever feel like you just don't wanna be here anymore,
as though the is no purpose for you here in life.
I feel this a lot,
you just don't want to get out of bed in the morning,
not because you're tired
but because you ask yourself
"Why?"
You realize that you're worth nothing,
you start to think about self-harm
and how you dying will not impact on anyone's life
except your family.
You then realize how everyone will probably move on straight away
because nobody likes nor do they care about you.
People will cry to show that they actually have a heart
but they won't actually mean their tears
and that is so sad to think about.
If you die,
you know that people will think you were attention seeking,
if you write a note stating the reason why you died
you will be copying a T.V show
and still be called attention seeking.
Isn't it sad how one of the reasons you are not going to kill yourself
is because people will call you an attention seeker whilst you're literally dead.
There are many other reasons why
but you don't want to tell people
because they are your emotions and feelings.
They are your reasons to why you are...
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Short Story"These reasons aren't specified reasons for any particular statement, these are just what I think about everyday, what goes on in my brain everyday." This is about a girl who is suffering a mental illness called 'depression', these a...
