Finding You

Part 1

Steve's pov.

I jumped out of my bad, all in sweat I felt bad feeling in my stomach. I didn't know why did I wake up or why was I feeling so worried about something. I was with Bucky, on safe and everything seemed to be good, Sam was good, we saved the rest of our team, but I still missed something. Then I recalled my dream, it was about Natasha. Why was I dreaming about her... again. She's just stuck in my dreams, her smile made my heartbeat race. Suddenly I got worried even more, the thought that she was all alone, made me freak out. What if she's sick or even worse. She could be hurt, dying somewhere. She doesn't have anyone to watch her back or to be with her. Soon I let my bad thoughts go and continued sleeping.

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It's been four months since I'm fugitive, along with Sam and Bucky. T'Challa was kind enough to let us stay in Wakanda as long as we wanted to. I couldn't sleep well, I thought about Natasha, beacuse the only thing that I knew about her was that she's fugitive, like me. Somewhere out there, alone. I was walking around the kingdom when I heard Bucky shouting after me. He looked worried, so I quickly came to him.

Bucky: Steve, you have to see this. I followed him to one room where on TV we saw Natasha. The news reporter said that the Black Widow was seen somewhere near London, for the first time after four months since she's fugitive. She showed video record of Natasha. She was blonde, kicking Ross's men. It didn't looked like Natasha at all. I wouldn't have recognized her if I didn't know her fighting style. My body frowned, I didn't even blink when I saw that. I missed her, she looked so different. I didn't know what to feel or what should I do. After all, she's in trouble beacuse of me. She let me escape and now she's paying for that. Bucky was starring at me, waiting for my comment.

Bucky: You know Steve... What she's going through is beacuse of us. He made a dissapointed face and then looked at me again.

Steve: I know. He gave up on her freedom for us, and that kills me. I wish we can do anything, but the second we left this place, we'll be in the crazy underwater prison. I pointed to the TV, then closed my eyes to hide the pain I felt, the guilt that didn't let me sleep.

Bucky: No we can't, you can. Go and bring her here, go save her Steve. He tapped my shoulder.

I needed someone to encourage me, to tell me to go and save her. But I'm afraid of seeing her, cause I don't know what I feel for her now. Since she's gone, I miss her like crazy. Her smell, her touch, the bright smile that fills my heart. The way she says my name... I must stop counting, cause it's gonna last forever.

Steve: Thanks Buck, I will go and save her.
I said emotionally, still tried to sound brave. Then we went to sleep.

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Sitting alone outdoor the restaurant, drinking her coffee and reading newspaper. Dressed all in black, tight jeans that were highlighting her hips. Under the black leather jacket only open sleeveless shirt. As my eyes travelled up her body my eyes locked at her face. She had black sunglasses on, blonde hair above her shoulders, covering some parts of her face. I still could see her light pink lips. She was focused on her coffee and didn't noticed me coming in her direction or she pretended it, because she knows it's me. I'll just have to find out. I came closer to her and greeted.
Steve: Romanoff. Then I set opposite of her.

Natasha: Rogers. We were silent for while, then she started talking.

Natasha: Why did you broke up with Sharon? Is there any reason? Her voice was very soft, it was very strange. I had never heard that softness in her voice. Still, her question confused me a lot.

Steve: I don't know, why are you asking that? And how do you know? We haven't seen in months, how could she know.

Natasha: You know Steve, you just need to find it. She talked slowly, making me smile. She was so pretty.

Steve: How am I going to find...what? Help me out, what do you want to say?
She was confusing me more and more.

Natasha: The reason you broke up with Sharon, Steve...It was always in front of you. She said and left the table.

I don't know how, but I couldn't even move a muscle. I shouted after her, but she continued walking away.

End of the dream

Opening my eyes slowly, this dream really confused me. What has Nat to do with my broke up. What I saw on television really scared me. Then I knew what should I do. I'm going to find Natasha and I have to do that alone. If I take Sam or Bucky with me, we might be caught, I don't want to put on risk any of their life. I have more chances if I go alone.

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