Finding You

Part 2

The day when I left Tony at the hospital, after he called me "double agent" I headed to the Ross's office, where he kept all files about my past. Every evidence of everything that has happened to me in the Red Room. My whole training programme, the ways I was tortured, until they turned me into a killing machine. Living weapon, existing only to kill, with no feelings left inside me.

I need to check those files. I must see what Ross has found about my past, I must delete them from the USB. I hope that this is the only place where he has saved them, however I almost died trying to take them. I hope it was worth it. Still they mustn't find me. They are always one step behind me, but they are getting closer every day.

Staying at cheap hotel in village somewhere near London, for seven days. This place was horrible. I smelled bad, and my clothes was dirty. I don't have any money so if I didn't want to die from starvation I must steal from people and stores. And that's what I did. Like in the old days when I was running from KGB.

I went several times in Apple Store, to use laptop and delete the files from the USB, but the agents were almost catching me every time I tried. Today I stole a wallet from one middle aged men who was flirting with me. Luckily the wallet was full with money and credit cards. I was overjoyed, then I went shopping, after that I'll try to delete the files. Firstly I entered one mall and in the first shop where I can buy cozy, teenage jeans, T-shirt and one jacket. I threw my old clothes in the garbage and headed to the Apple Store.

There wasn't anything that looked like a threat to me. So I put the USB in one laptop and just when I was about to open the files one man came closer to me, he introduced himself and offered me some help, which I politely refused. His name was Kyle and he worked here. This guy reminded me, when I and Steve were in exactly same Apple Store. I remembered how much I miss him when his not around me.

Kyle left me, so I could finish my job. What I saw on those video files took my breath away. In some I was covered in blood, on others brainwashed, on some of them I was killing people, harshly. Then I saw one where I'm begging them to let me go before they brainwashed me again.
There was some very disturbing pictures, where I was naked and so skinny.
My eyes got teary and I quickly deleted them all. All my past was still hurting me so much, then I heard loud voices and when I turned I saw Ross's men entering the mall.

I left the Apple Store and threw the USB away, then headed to the elevators and entered in one. Yet on the next floor agents were checking everyone who passed by them and I have to pass by them to exit this mall. I didn't had choice, I had to pass by them. Just when I came out the elevator I saw agents walking to me. I stopped and I couldn't move.

Shittt! What am I gonna do? I started panicking. I wanned to run back, but I tripped over my legs and almost fall. Two strong hands were holding me tight and I got up. I turned back to see who catch me and then I shocked my head. Steve? I asked with soft voice, but we noticed that Ross and his agents are just to us. Without warning Steve step closer to me and catched my neck.

Steve: Public display of affection makes people very uncomfortable. Remember? Then he pressed his lips on mine. He kissed me hard, I kissed him back. The kiss was very enjoyable, although our thumbs didn't even touch. He was holding my neck and my back. Nothing has ever felt so right, nothing has ever given me such a pleasure like this. His lips on my own and the feeling was amazing. After all this time we were together. I couldn't believe my eyes.

Ross just passed by us, he didn't interrupt our kiss. When they almost left Steve broke the kiss and looked in my eyes with satisfaction. I took my sunglasses off, then I scanned his body and he was doing the same. Eventually, my eyes travelled back to his face, into his eyes. I was so desired and I didn't let him go.

Natasha: Yes they do. I said whispering and our lips meet in one wild kiss, his tongue exploring my mouth, ravishing it like a hungry lion. He pushed me on the wall and we continued kissing wildly until I was breathless.

We pulled away from each other, but we were standing so close, his chest just inches from mine.

Steve: Okay, they must have left till now. He was talking quietly, then turned his head to hide his blush.

Natasha: Ohhh... mhm... You're right. I said embarrassed. And then I changed the topic to avoid awkward moments.

Natashe: Thanks. You saved my
life... again. I said and looked in his eyes honestly.

Steve: No problem. I owe you since the last time we saw each other. He said and we started walking to the exit.

Natasha: How did you find me? I said emotionally.
Steve: I saw you on the news. You looked like you need some help. He's voice was cracking a little.
Natasha: I needed thanks. My lips formed into curve.
Steve: Are you alone here? We continued walking out of the mall, towards the parking garage.

Natasha: Yes, after the whole accords situation I'm on my own.

I said sadly. I guess you are not alone... Sam is with you, right? I was hoping he will say no so we can be alone little longer.

Steve: I'm actually on my own here. He said firmly as we left the mall.

Then we were silent for some time. I don't know what was he thinking, but I must continue to hide, alone. I can't drag him into this. If we got caught, if they put him into the underwater prison. I wouldn't forgive myself.

Natasha: Okay then I'm going now. Take care Steve.

I said little a disappointing, beacuse I didn't want to leave, yet I turned and started walking away from him. But he didn't let me go, he caught my wrist and as strong as he pulled me back, I hit his chest. Our bodies were touching, his hand still holding me. I didn't protested, beacuse I know that if he won't let me go.

My breathing become so hard, then I looked up and our eyes met. He was so sincere, the way he looked at me, made me blush.

But I still had confused and angry expression.

Steve: I'm not letting you go, Nat. Not this time. I can't lose you again. He's lips above mine, his view locked on me. And I just kept starring at him. I didn't know what to say, so I just stayed there with my mouth half opened.

Steve: Do you have any idea how hard was to find you and how much I was worried about you? He raised his voice and I was looking at him confused.

When he calls me Nat I wanna hug him so tight and never let him go. Uhh Steve if you could understand how much I want to stay with you. I kept starring at him lost in my thoughts.

Natasha: Okay then, from now we are on run, together. Then I faintly smiled.

Steve: I've been leaving on streets for days, I'm so tired. Can you drive us to your place.

Natasha: It sucks. You're gonna love it. I jokingly said. And we'll have to drive more then three hours to the hostel.
He nodded and fell asleep on the seat.
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Who expected this? They finally met, how their friendship will turn into something more. I'm so excited for you guys, cause I love this story and I won't let you wait long for the next chapter.