Finding You

Part 4

Steve's pov.

Natasha: Hey. Are you busy? I can come later. She was hesitating to come in.

Steve: No please, come in. I insisted.

Natasha came into my room and we set on the sofa. She was wearing shorts and black sleeveless shirt. She was so cute in that, also seductive as always.

Natasha: Okay. She said relieved.

Steve: We didn't have much time to talk. Where have you been? Are you alright? I began, then I felt like I was showing too much emotions.

Natasha: Umm... yeah. I got lucky most of the time. What about you? Where have you been? Nat didn't answer me, she changed the topic and started asking questions. I felt like she was hiding something from me.

Steve: Wakanda... Then I saw you on TV and went after you. I skipped the part when we saved Clint, Wanda, Sam and Scott from the underwater prison. I know that she would regret that she didn't help us.

Natasha: I shouldn't have signed the accords. I should heve been with you from the beginning. I'm sorry Steve. I saw tears forming in her eyes, then she covered her face and wiped her tears.

Steve: It's fine. Don't blame yourself. You betrayed Tony for me. She was so vulnerable at this point. I started comforting her and I hugged her. She put her arms around me and slowly as she was resting her head on my chest, she started crying.

Steve: Please don't do this to yourself Nat, you are the purest, the most sacrificed person I know. Don't hurt yourself. I took her head in my hands and wiped her tears.Then she finally smiled.

Steve: The last time I saw you, was at the airport. You have changed. I let a deep breath, and starred at her emerald eyes. She hypnotized me with those innocent eyes, with her pure beauty. The way she looked at me, made me feel so desired, my eyes were screaming that I feel the same pain. I couldn't stand seeing her vulnerable.

Natasha: And that day is the last time I remember using a hair straightener. She changed her expression in second, that made me smile. My beautiful sensitive assassin, except that she wasnt mine.

Steve: I can say that. I was messing with her. She looked so amazing with her new look.

Natasha: What's the deal with the beard though? Captain America with beard, impossible to imagine before? She said jokingly and started walking to the door.

Steve: What happened to your beautiful red hair? I get up and followed her.

Natasha: What, you don't like this color? Or you like only other blonds? She turned quickly and then asked little angry.

Steve: I told you, I broke up with Sharon and yes, you look horrible. My face very serious, but deep down in me I was laughing so hard. I wanned to drive her crazy.

Natasha: That bad, ha? She opened the door to leave, but looked at me with her mouth opened.

Steve: It's a shame. I'd rather see you in bikini. I said in low husky voice. The next fifteen seconds we just starred at each other. I put one arm on the door, and closed it. I didn't let her leave. Slowly I wrapped the other arm around her waist. Than I came closer to her and I locked my view on her lips. She didn't protest.

She smirked and looked directly in my eyes.

Natasha's pov.

He's so cute, and when he's cute he is irresistible. And now I'm lost in the ocean blue eyes. I bit my lower lip when I remembered our kiss, I just let a deep breath " Ohhh, Rogers." I couldn't stand anymore. I took his neck and kissed him. He was expecting this, he didn't hesitate to kiss me back. Passionately, desirely he entered my mouth. His hands made his way from my neck down to my hips.

He took me in his arms and then put me on the bed. I couldn't help, but moan when he started kissing my neck. Slowly he took my shirt off and I took off his. When I looked at him, he was smiling as he was looking at my collar "Why are you so perfect?" then he continued marking my body. His fingers were stroking my skin with gentle pressure. This felt so right, like he knew my body and what I wanned. I could feel something in his touch, something that was driving me crazy, I felt my skin burning under his hands, that give me chills, also I felt electricity in my blood. Sudden excitement, that warmed my body. He just knowed where to touch and where to kiss. He took my panties off and his fingers made contact with my bare skin, as he start entering I moaned more loudly. He was satisfying me so much.

Steve: I just can't get enough of you. He said and then started kissing my neck.
We were lost in each other, passionately making love for hours. His lips slammed on my neck, my fingers into his hair. He was slowly moving in and out until we both were too tired to stay awake. And I fell asleep on his chest.

My phone was ranging, that's what woke me up. I didn't answer the phone, I was blocked by the view that was in front of me. Steve... I mouthed, looking down.

I covered my body with the sheet and laid down, I tried to avoid my thoughts from last night. I felt guilt.

After sometime Steve moved his hands to his head and then he opened his eyes. He turned to see me and smiled when he saw me next to him.
His smile made me smile too. He filled my heart, and that felt amazing.

He came closer to me and kissed me gently.

I let him to kiss me as long as he wanted, but when he finished he saw sad expression on my face.

Steve: Natasha, what's wrong? Are you okay? He changed his face and moved away from me.

Natasha: Steve... What did we do? We shouldn't have done this... This is wrong. I started dressing myself then I get of the bed. Wiping the tears falling from my eyes.

Steve: Nat, we didn't do anything wrong. He came closer to me, but I pushed him away as gently as I could.

Natasha: I just lost my best friend for desire. I'm sorry Steve. It's all my fault. I said and then running left the room.

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When are they gonna tell each other the truth, they are so in love with each other. I hope that you liked the love part. Review please.