A court of Pain and Misery

Missing you

I took a step back from my work. I took a look around the bright and vibrant color of the spring court took form on my canvas with me as I truly am in the center of the gardens roses. I was cloaked in darkness and wearing my illyrian fighting leathers. I had my wings and talons and i even went so far as to paint my tattoo that was now glamoured on my right arm that marked my true title. High lady of the night court. A true Illyrian. 

I stood there for a few moments admiring my work when i heard footsteps approaching me. I whipped around to find no other than Lucien standing behind me wide eyed as he took in my drying painting. I opened my mouth but no words came out. Lucien forced his eyes away from my painting as he said to me. "That's how you looked that day in the woods" I lifted my eyes to his as I said "An Illyrian" and quickly gathered my supplies and left the garden leaving Lucien in a state of confusion. 

I made my way through the manor and to my room. I opened the door with a huge my smile on my face that quickly faltered as I took in tamlin sitting on the edge of my bed. I had no Idea what to do with my painting so I winnowed it into a pocket realm. Tamlin went wide eyed at that. "You painted again?" he asked. "Yes I needed a distraction" he looked me up and down-before asking "Can I see it?" I felt love down the bond as I replied "No!" perhaps to sharply because he jumped back off my bed. "Sorry it's just um" i stumbled for words before saying "It's just not done yet" I smiled sweetly at him and said "I'm gonna change see you at dinner. A simple way of dismissing him. He looked disappointed but after the incident he got up and left leaving me alone in my room. 

I walked over to my armoir and looked for the most feminist dress i could. I finally found  the prefect one it was a pale pink with a deep V neck that was skin tight. I slipped it on and looked in the mirror. I quickly braided my hair and then applied mascara and bright pink lipstick. I was the the perfect image of lady of the spring court. After I was finished with my hair and makeup I planted I white rose into a section of my braid and slipped on my pink high heels. I made my way into the dining room where i stopped i my place and my blood turned colder than ice because standing there in front of me was Ianthe.          

I stood there with my mouth opened just staring at her for minuted before tamlin got up and moved to my side and whispered. "It was a surprise visit" Ianthe brought her teal eyes to mine and said quietly "I'm sorry feyre" I dragged my steal blue eyes to hers before taking my seat to the right of tamlin. I began piling food on my plate before i stopped to whisper with fire in my voice. "Was it worth it?" She met my unforgiving gave before saying "What?" I masked my face with boredom and asked "Was it worth it? Whatever deal you made with Hybern. Was it worth it selling my sister out to him"  Pain met her eyes. I always forgot what a good actor she was. she leaned across the table before whispering almost quit enough that i couldn't hear "I thought it was what you wanted" Fire ran to my finger tips that i quickly extinguished. Everyone was staring at me and the scorched table where my finger were before I  excused myself. I stopped at the doors to the dining room before facing her and said " Have fun in hell" I swear I saw a smile creep to her lips before quickly disappearing. 

I slammed the door to my room loud enough that I knew you could hear it throughout the manor. I ripped out a piece of paper from my journal before quickly writing. Rhys. I miss you so much. Is everyone ok? The piece of disappeared in a split second before reappearing. I love you sooo much feyre. Send word and i will come get you out of that hell hole. Everyone is ok. Cassians wings are healed and so are Azriels. Everyone misses you come home soon. 

I sit at my desk with his note in my hand before tamlin comes rushing noticing the note i quickly hid in the palm of my hand. "Feyre i'm so sorry. Ianthe decided to make a surprise visit to notify us on Hyberns movements" I made sure to hold his stare as i asked "And?" he looked at me confused before he said "And what?" I hardened my stare as i replied "what is hybern planning?" Tamlin looked confused "I....." I held his stare and forced pain into my eyes as I said "You promised you wouldn't leave me out. You promised you would be better." Tamlin looked me up and down before he whispered "Hybern is going to attack the night court" He then turned around and left me alone in my room. 

I quickly put the note on the table and began to write. Rhys! Hybern is going to attack the night court. The note disappeared instantly and then reappeared. Be ready to leave the spring court within a few days we are gonna need as much help as we can get. I quickly changed into a pair of flowy pants and a sweater before heading out to the woods.