A court of Pain and Misery

jealousy

Tamlin woke up in his bed as normal but his head throbbed. He had a huge gap in his memory from last night. He remeber walking up the cliff to find feyre. Something was different was about her but he cant remeber anything past that. As he was thinking on it feyre sauntered into his room. She looked shocked to see him awake. And he was schoked to see her she never came into his room she had pushed off all his physical advances, he couldnt even touch her anymore. "Feyre" his voice came out raspy as if he had been yelling. "Hey tam" she pronounced her words slowly and stretched out like she was hiding something. "Sorry I have a pounding headache. Whats up" she looked at me wearily before asking "do you remember last night. Something was totally up. Why would she ask that. "No....why?" Her eyes widened and she loosened a small breath if relief "just asking you drank alot after dinner and u had to bring you up here." She brought me up here?! "I mean lucien brought you up here sorry" her eyes were wide she had never been a good liar. "Oh. Um could you give me a minute" feyre quickly back tracked out of my room quietly. She had always been good at that being so quiet you didnt know she was there. He used to think it was cute but now it made her seem 10x more dangerous than she was as a human. Tamlin quickly shut the door behind feyre.

I quickly rushed out of tamlins room almost giving myself away. I saw the look on his face he knew something was up so maybe it was time to start playing with him. That's when the plan to make tamlin jealous formed. She was going to get lucien to touch her as often as she could and of course keep refusing his advances. It was perfect to post off Tamlin and Ianthe.

Feyre was acting really strange at breakfast. He had caught her staring at him three times already and he knew tam had noted the stares to. Feyre gave him a shy smile and got up  from the table. She pushed her plate away from her walked over to me. She bent and whispered "if you tell anyone what happened last night lucien I will murder you." She then gave him a playful smile and slipped away. Silently like always.

I looked over to lucien a silent glare in my eyes. "What was that" lucien met my stare fear in his eyes "Nothing tamlin she just said..." he trailed off trying to come up with a lie. My fiance and bestfriend I have the worst luck. I shot up out of my seat already transforming into a beast when feyre shot back into the dining room. One look at her and I knew I was going to murder lucien. I lunged at him but was stopped by a hard wall of air. Feyre had her hand pointed towards lucien. I snarled at her not even knowing she could use her magic. I lunged again and stopped in my place because in front of me was an illyrian. No it was feyre.

I was standing in front of tamlins beast form in my illyrian form. It was stupid I was gonna have to wipe his memory again. Tamlin shifted into fae at the same time I did. I stared at him wide eyed unable to make myself talk. "That's what I saw last night. The memory it's coming back" I was dumb founded and a loud mouth so I blurted "that as not possible. I wiped your memory." I threw a hand over my mouth.

I stared feyre down. She had wiped my memory last night. I knew something was up this was the secret her and tamlin were hiding. I felt power leash out towards my mental shields. She was trying to break in and then all of a sudden I was waking up in my bed with absolutely no memory of the last two days.

I made sure to properly wipe tamlins memory this time and walked into his room to find him awake. "Hey babe" I kept my voice happy but calm. He was linked a couple of times before replying "hey Fey what's up" I slid onto bed next to him" nothing must checking on you. You didnt come to breakfast" I forced myself to sound concerned the way I would if this were rhysand and not tamlin. "I'm sorry I just cant remeber anything. I must have drank to much at dinner" he let put a little laugh. I got up out of bed and stopped out the door and said over my shoulder "I'm gonna be put with Lucien today. We are gonna figure out what to do about the nightcourt" I could almost feel the jealousy rippling off of him.