A court of Pain and Misery

Escape

Lucien and I made it to the wall. "Lucien we need to split up to find the holes you go that way and I'll go this way" I headed off in the opposite direction and when lucien was put of sight I ran as fast as I could. I made my way to the spring court border where I swiftly embraced Mor. I took a quick look around and then we were off. We winnowed as far as we could before we ran out of energy. We found a cave to sleep in for the night so we could replenish our energy.

"Is everyone ok?" I had been worrying about my family for the months I was gone at the spring court. She gave me a quick look clearly tired before replying. "Their all super worried but their fine" I was forming a reply when I heard a shuffle outside the cave "Shhh. I heard something" I got up and walked to the edge of the cave. I pulled out my sword and edged around the corner. I  rounded the corner and came face to face with lucien.

"Lucien?" I watched the Male very carefully not bothering to lower my sword. "What ate you doing feyre. You promised to take me with you" a smile plastered onto my face I looked him up and down " I'm escaping cant bother with dead weight." I saw hurt flash on his face. "Well your here now so get in"

LUCIENS POV:

I made my way into the cave expecting it to be empty. I stopped dead in my tracks when I ran into one of the most feared faes in prythian. Morrigan. I stood there staring at her for a minute before feyre walked up behind me. "Dont be a baby lucien. Do you need a proper intoroduction." Morrigan was glaring at me with daggers in her eyes. "Lucoen this is morrigan. Mor this is lucien." Her voice was so flat and bored. Being in the spring court really did dull her personality. Morrigan faced feyre no softness in her face before replying "I know who he is feyre. His asshole of a brother was the one I was betrothed to" not bothering to look at me she said "Hes just as bad as the rest of his brothers. The only reason he did what you wanted is so he could earn a trip to see his mate. I bet hes not even sorry for taking you back to the spring court and watching you either away. I bet hell crawl right back to tamlin the second he gets his hands on elaine. He doesnt care about being your friend feyre. Just like the rest of his family he just cares about what's his." She might as well have stabbed me with a sword. I wish she had stabbed with a sword considering how much of what she said was the truth. I turned to loon at feyre then morrigan only to watch her face soften as tears pooled out feyre eyes.

FEYRES POV:

The harshness and truth to Mors words hit me and I started crying. I saw lucien step towards me but I flung myself to mor. "I know but he was my only ticket out of there. If I didnt trust him and use elain against his I would never get to see any of you again. I would have died in that place. I hated being mean to him because he is still my friend deep down." I was bawling and bawling I could tell mor was contemplating killing lucien right now. "Feyre" lucien finally spoke "I am still your friend I love and care about you but I need to see my mate." I took my head out of mors chest to look at him.

LUCIENS POV:

In all my years as a far I had never seen so much hurt in someone's eyes.  Not even my own when my brother killed my lover. "I know. I just-" she cut herself off and her face turned hard as steel her tears stopped and her voice sounded cold. "No I dont know why I thought we could be friends again and I dont care right now because I need to get home." Even morrigan looked surprised. I had never heard feyre sound like that. I took that as my cue to turn around and try to sleep. I woke up early morning before the girls. I couldnt stop thinking about how feyre had sounded last night. I turned to face feyres cot only to find her staring at me. She slept very closely to morrigan forming a friendship I didn't think would have happen had she not met rhysand.  "Mor. Wake up. MOR!" Morrigan stirred and I backed up. I've heard stories about her. How she is on the battle field. Feyre yelling at her made me uneasy.

FEYRES POV:

Mor stirred. Giving me a feather glare. She hit my arm. "STOP YELLING!" Sbe got up and tackled me. We wrestled on the ground for a bit before standing up. I watched Lucien who was wide eyed and staring at us in fear. I decided not to comment and we winnowed the rest of the way to velaris.