A court of Pain and Misery

Thorns on a rose

I woke up to an unfamiliar place. I had huge fluffy green sheets and everything was bright, panic started setting in and I shot it of bed. I looked around the room and quickly remeber I was in the spring court. It has been a whole month since hybern and two weeks since lucien discovered my secret. I quickly threw on a pale blue gown and brushed my hair. I made my way to the dining room and sat down for breakfast.  Tamlin walked in and pressed a quick kiss to my lips. Light and soft. It had begun a week ago, the touching and kissing. Tamlin and I had always had a great sexual relation ship so I knew if I resisted him i would blow my cover. I piled food on to my plate and threw a glance at lucien. After his beating from tamlin he avoided me as much as possible. I needed a way to talk to him so without thinking I said. "Lucien I need to talk to you privately." Tamlim and lucien threw me a look and I added "I trmeberd something from the night court" I made sure to make my self swallow for show.

After breakfast I pulled lucien into one of the many studies in the manor. "What do you want feyre?!" He was pissed still clearly so I slowly said "you need to stop avoiding me it looks suspicious" he threw a glare my way before stating "your the one trying to destroy the spring court so maybe I have a reason to avoid you. I want no part in your little plan" I threw him my own glare "well maybe you will once you realize I'm the only connection you have to your mate, my sister. Elaine" I watched him as that fact ser in before stating "I could easily make sure she never had contact with you. Or I could just end you right here" he eyed me carefully "Ok I went avoid you anything else you need" I did need one more thing "The charts on hybers movements" his eyes went wide before he nodded and walked out the door.

I made my way to my room so I could change into pants. Or the two weeks of trying I had gotten good at flying. I threw my dress over my head and i was looking for pants when my door knob started to turn. I took a step forward and in walked tamlin hunger and lust in his eyes. I mirrored my face so my cover wouldn't be blown and I pulled him into a kiss. He picked me up iff the ground and while making out with me walked us over to the bed. He played me down in the bed and quickly took off his shirt and pants. I tried not to gag as I looked at him. He leaned down and pulled me into a kiss. Flipping us over so I was on top of him. I knew I couldn't do this. I began freaking out i quickly went into his mind. It ew as a thick green wall made of grass. I am tamlin. I am your creator. You will let me through. The wall dropped and I was in tamlins mind.

I sent him memories of us doing it when I was a human and modified the images do I was far. I morphed them so that they felt so real he wouldn't even question it. I lay there on top of him as the thoughts went through his mind then I sent him a final image of him sleeping. He quickly fell asleep on my covers and I headed over to my dresser. I threw on my pants and headed out. I ran into lucien and stopped him. "Do you have the charts?" He looked me up and down before replying "I will later tonight I'll drop them off at your room" I nodded and headed out the doors with everyone staring at me. I made my way to the cliff and summoned my wings. I felt a shift on the rocks and turned to dance tamlin fully awake and staring at my newly formed illyrian wings. My eyes widened at the sight of him, my magic quickly vanished my wings.

He quickly stalked forward and I cowered away like I was scared of him. "What did he do to you?" He didnt sound concerned. "Fixed me" I said taking a step forward. Tamlin looked pissed. I saw lucien out of my perferal vision. Tamlin noticed the look I gave him and shifted into his beast form stalking towards me. I shifted my self to into a huge monster with wings and talons. We circled around eachother before I lashed out with my magic. I burned him and he prowled backwards changing into fae form and staring at me. I quickly shifted back into fae form and broke into his mind. I wiped his memory clean and dropped him unconscious. I bent down to throw him over my shoulder and walked back to the manor. Looking at lucien when I went back down stairs I suddenly knew. I was the thorns on the rose that is the spring court.