Out of all the guys, I had to choose him(Philip Hamilton x Reader)

Chapter 5

Quick A/N
So this chapter kind of contains fluff or smut whichever one idk just warning you.
I woke up and got dressed in my (F/C) dress. I then ate breakfast and made the cookies after.
-Time skip-
I walked into the hospital with a little treat bag with chocolate chip cookies inside.
"(Y/N)!" I heard Mrs. Hamilton shout and ran to me.
"It's so great to see you again!"She said hugging me.
"Oh, thanks you to. Um Mrs. Hamilton?"
"Oh please call me Eliza!"
"Okay....um Eliza?"
"Yes?"
"I made these for Philip do you think you can give them to him for me please?"
"Why don't you give them to him yourself? You are welcome to see him if you would like, he is awake!"
"I'm not really sure if I should....you see my father....and your husband..."
"My husband won't mind! And is your father here?"
"No."
"Then he cant stop you can he?"
"Hmm, I guess not. Okay I'll go see him but just for a little bit because I do need to go home soon."
"Great! Here I'll show you to the room he is in."
She grabbed your hand and started leading you to his room he was staying in.
-Philip's POV-
I was sitting on my bed reading the card (Y/N) gave to me over and over again. Then all of sudden my mom bursts in.
"Mom, have you not heard of knocking." I said to her still reading the note.
"Well, you have a visitor!"
I look up"who?"
She pulls in the visitor's arm "ow!" "Sorry dear."
I then see (Y/N) walk in and I light up with joy!
"Hi." She says sheepishly.
"Hi!" I say excitingly waving my hand.
"Well I'll leave you two alone!" My Mom walks out of the room
(Y/N) is wearing a beautiful(your favorite color) dress with flowers at the bottom and lace added to the dress.
She takes a seat on the chair next to me.
"You look beautiful~" I say looking at her.
"T-thanks." She puts a strand of her hair behind her ear and blushes a little bit.
"Oh I brought you these!" She hands me a bag of chocolate chip cookies.
"Thanks!"
"Um...sorry about the flowers....I know guys don't really like flowers...but it was all I could think of..."
"Oh no they're fine! I like them! Thank you for them and the note!"
"No problem....so....what were you thinking?!"
"What? Oh. I just wanted to make things right."
"You could've died!"
"I didn't though."
"But you could've!"
"Why do you care?! You don't even like me!"
"You're right." She started getting up from her chair and walking off.
"Wait!"
"What?" She turned to look at me angrily.
"I'm sorry. I should've of thought of what could happen........can you please stay a little longer?"I patted the end of my bed signaling her to sit down there.
"Fine." She sat down on the bed with me.
I still saw her have tears in her eyes, trying to hid them with her hair.
I sat up and wiped her tears.
She turned away.
"Sorry." I said laying back down.
"I-it's fine. So....where did you get shot?"
"Oh just my left upper arm." I then showed her where, there were bandages all around it so she couldn't see.
She started examining it by looking at it.
Then she got up and sat closer to me on the side my wounded arm was on. Then, she started tracing her fingers on and around the wound, feeling it.
I started blushing as she traced her fingers on my arm, every touch made me blush more.
I tried not to flex of course. Her hand was warm and soft.
I saw her tearing up a little bit.
"(Y/N) are you alright?"
She looked at me and then noticed her hand was on my arm.
"Oh I'm so sorry, I guess I was just curious, I should probably go." She started getting up, but I grabbed her wrist and pulled her down.
"Ow." I said then grabbed my arm.
"Oh my gosh, are you okay?" She put her hand on my arm again.
I looked down at it and blushed a little
"Oh sorry again." She took her hand off. I noticed that there were still some tears in her eyes.
"Oh it's fine. I um don't mind. You were just curious that's all." I shrugged my shoulders.
"Yeah I guess, it's just a habit I guess in a way, it just helps me calm down. Like I usually massage people's backs sometimes when I'm stressed or whatever. Gosh, I sound crazy." She then put her head in her hands.
"No you don't, I understand, it's just a habit. I totally get that."
She smiled at me.
"Are you okay? You seem upset?"
"I'm fine, it's just..."
"What?"
"I was upset that you were....hurt....and I was imagining what could've happened....."
I pulled her in for a hug. She hugged back and started crying into the crook of my neck.
"Shh, hey I'm okay, that's all that matters, I'm okay, you're okay, shh." I told her as she was crying.
"Ow."
"I'm sorry did I hurt you?" She said pulling out of the hug.
"Oh no it wasn't you, my shoulders just hurt because of the hard wood headboard."
"........um....would you....like me to rub your shoulders.......at all....it could help a little..." she said blushing.
I blushed too.
"Sure, that would be great." I shifted my body so the back of my shoulders were facing her.
She started massaging them.
It felt so relaxing and my shoulders started feeling a lot better as she was doing it. I then did the most embarrassing thing ever!
I let out a little moan"fuck." She then stopped immediately.
"Oh my god I'm so sorry! I didnt mean to do that. Shit I'm so sorry! It just felt really good and was helping a lot I'm so sorry."
"Oh sorry it's fine. Do you want me to keep massaging you, it's helping me calm down..."
"Please."
She starts rubbing my shoulders again. It felt really nice....I loved it.
"Aww! Look at these two love birds!" I then heard my mom yell.
My dad scoffed.
(Y/N) took her hands off my shoulders and started freaking out and blushing like crazy. Honestly, it was kinda cute.
"I-it's not what it looks like I promise! His shoulders were just hurting so I offered to massage them. I'm so sorry!"(Y/N) was blushing like crazy.
I chuckled.
"Darling it's alright, we understand."y mom said to (Y/N).
"We?! No it's just you that thinks that! She was touching our son! Now he's contaminated with the Jeffershits germs!" My dad yells.
"Alexander!" My Mom yells.
"I should just go." She pushes past my parents and runs out.
"(Y/N) wait!" I get up from my bed and start running out there while my mom is scolding my dad.
"(Y/N)! Wait! Come back! (Y/N)!"
Sigh I'm never going to see her again am I?
-(Y/N) POV-
I hear Philip yelling my name but I ignore him. I don't look back. I just keep running. I hop into the carriage and head back to Monticello.
When I got there I ran straight to my room, closed the door, and plopped onto my bed and started sobbing.
"(Y/N)? Is everything alright?" I hear my dad say as he walks into the room.
Sniff "No."
"What's wrong darlin?"
I say sobbing "everyone hates us!"
"Well not everyone."
"Well everyone who I want to be friends with does!"
"Who are those people? Want me to go knock some sense into them?"
"You fight with them anyway! Also I can't like them anyway!"
"Who?"
"It doesn't matter! You'll get mad at me if I tell you! Just leave me alone!"
"(Y/N)...."
"I said go away!!!"
My dad gets up and walks out of my room. And I continue to cry some more.
-Thomas POV-
I was just doing my paperwork and then all of a sudden (Y/N) runs in sobbing uncontrollably.
"Oh shit."
"Everything alright sir?" Angela questions
"Yes. Maybe." I get up from my desk to go check on (Y/N).
-time skip-
"Ugh. That girl won't tell me anything!"
I storm to my desk to continue my paperwork and I'm upset because my lil darlin is upset.
"Sir? Everything alright with miss (Y/N)?" Angela questions.
"No, do you think you can try and figure out what's wrong with her and report back to me?" Of course.