Out of all the guys, I had to choose him(Philip Hamilton x Reader)

Chapter 28

-Thomas POV-
I was just doing some paperwork then I heard a knock on my door.
"Can you go get that Carly?"
"Of course sir."
She walks off to go answer the door and I go back to paperwork.
As soon as I started to write, a loud squeal scared me, making my quil move across the paper as I jumped.
"Dad! Get over here!" Oh (Y/N)'s here, this better be important.
I walk over and see her holding.....A BABY?!
I run over to (Y/N) and Philip with a smile on my face.
"I'm a grandfather!"
"Yes you are!" (Y/N) said with a smile on her face.
"Would you like to hold him?" Philip asks taking the baby from (Y/N).
"Duh, hand it over."
Philip hands me the baby, and I immediately start to tear up.
"What's *sniff* it's gender?"
"He's a boy." (Y/N) says.
"Name?"
"John Laurens Jefferson Hamilton." Philip says with the same smile as (Y/N) on his face.
"Sweetie you don't have to say his full name every time, you can just say John or John Hamilton." She chuckled.
"Why not Thomas?" I asked
"Father....."
"Sorry darlin. I like the name John. Would you like to stay for dinner?"
"(Y/N)? It's up to you."
"Sure, we can stay for dinner. After we will need to go home so we can all get some rest."
"Alright, lets go."
"What's the meal of tonight Mr. President?"
"Call me Thomas, and Mac and cheese, for real this time."
(Y/N) giggled, "of course."
"Thank you Thomas."
As we sat down I started to break the ice, "are you going to have any more babies?"
"Dad calm down, I just had one."
"Heh, sorry."
"We're not sure Thomas, like she said we just had one."
I nodded.
"I don't know, we may just want one?" (Y/N) shrugged.
"Right, children are a big responsibility, maybe sometime soon we will have another." For Philip said.
"Well of course they're a big responsibility, can you guys handle it?"
"Yes!" (Y/N) said, "what made you think we couldn't?"
"I'm just wondering darlin calm down."
"You're right, I'm sorry Father."
Hey Philip pats her back, "we'll have to talk about it."
She nodded in agreement, "right."
"I understand."
-Philip's POV-
Do we want another kid? I don't know.....
I mean, it would be nice to have one of 'those nights' again (Philip!), but I'm not sure that's what she wants. We'll just have to talk about it when we get home.
We finished up dinner and said our goodbyes.

When we arrived home we put John in his crib, and we changed into our night wear.
John already fell asleep, must've been really tired from meeting all the people heh. Since we were both tired we went to bed, and fell asleep.

- 1 week later( I'm writing a letter nightly!)-
(Yes it took them a week to talk about kids sorry.)
(That night)
"Philip"
"Yes dear?" I looked at her.
"How do you feel about having another kid?"
"I'm not sure, but if you want one, I would be happy to have another one."
She smiled, "I just don't know if I would be....ugh....I just don't know. What if I'm not a good mother?"
"What? You would be a great mother. I've seen you with my younger siblings, you seem like you're perfect for the job."
She smiled, "I don't know if I want another one, it's just, it was painful. And I think one is good, god I sound like I hate children, or if we have more that I would only love one." She put her head in her hands and started to cry.
"Hey hey, I understand, it's hard to take care of children. And I understand that it was painful."
She nodded, "also I know, sometimes that a mother could die after giving birth. I'm not ready to die."
"You're not going to die." I hugged her, "hey listen. It's okay if we only have one kid. If we decide we want another one, we can have another one, well if we're not to old that is heh."
She chuckled and smiled, "okay, I love you Philip, more than anything, except the baby, I love both of you." She wrapped her arms around my neck.
I chuckled, "I love you too."

-John Laurens ghost POV-
If only Alexander and I had that kind of relationship, well we would've if it were okay, but it isn't.
I looked down at little John, he's so peaceful. I hope nothing bad happens to him, ever. I want to protect him like I did Philip. He'll find a girl and live happily ever after. I just hope Philip doesn't make the same mistake Alexander did. I don't want him to break (Y/N)'s heart, or the baby's. She really is a kind girl, pretty too, Philip is lucky to have someone like her. Same with her, lucky to have Philip. They deserve each other. I wonder if any of them would be able to see me, Alexander and lil John can, but what about him, and her? I looked once more at lil John, he's a sweet lil angel.
I saw Philip and (Y/N) drift off to sleep in the corner of my eye, so that means, I watch over lil John.