Y/n's POV
I open my eyes to bright white scenery.
"where am i?" i wonder aloud
"you are in the white plain, the in between." A voice booms out of no where but everywhere
"what do you mean?" i ask looking around for the person who owned the booming voice.
"I mean, child, that you are in between life and death"
My mouth rounds out in an O shape as i realize what he means.
"Who are you? Where are you?" i ask curiously. I mean, there's no way he can be who im thinking. Most certainly not.. right?
"i am the alpha and omega, beginning and end. I am he who walked on earth and he who lives in the heavens above. You know who i am y/n. As for where i am, i am everywhere. I am on earth as well as here with you right now."
I sit on the ground, staring at the white landscape before me. Void of anyone but myself.
"lord?" i ask, after what i think are several hours pass by.
"Yes my child?"
"im a bit lonely. Ive been here for hours and i dont seem to know what to do. What direction i should move in?"
"I understand, young one. Let me give you some guidance"
All of a sudden the white ground turns from the plain color it was to a bright and gray/silver color.
The sound of a door opening and closing sounds out behind me.
I whip my head around to see no one. Huh thats odd.
"y/n, stand up and turn around. Then walk 10 paces forward and stop."
I follow what he says, curious as ever.
"Ok good child. Now here is where i will help you. Please close your eyes. Now think of love and beauty and pure joy. Not a person, no, just the emotion. Yes that good, just like that."
With my eyes closed i hear another door opening and close, but much closer. Very much closer. I hear a voice whisper in my ear to turn around so i do. Then to open my eyes which i also do.
I feel a pair of hands on my shoulders and then pulling me into a hug, a kind of backwards hug. I pull out of the hug and turn around to be staring into a pair of chocolate brown eyes that belong to a man with a goofy smile.
"Hey" he says with a big grin
"hi..?"
"dont worry im not really here, but i am.. Its kind of confusing. Would you like me to explain?" he asks kindly.
All i can do is nod.
He leads me across the silver plane and it slowly shifts into a sitting area, in fact the sitting area of his and Phil's flat. I smile softly at him.
We sit down and turn towards each other, him ready to talk and me ready to listen.
"Ok so right now i have fallen asleep at your bedside and holding your hand" he says with a blush " and well you had been beaten up pretty bad by Caspar and i found you and took you to the hospital. Anyway back to why i am HERE. Um well after i fell asleep i didnt dream, i was standing in an all white room that looked never ending with no way of getting out. Then a big voice boomed out of no where saying that you were in the other room. I argued saying you were in a coma in the hospital which he quickly let me know that we are in the in between. Well you were, are. I was in like a waiting/ visitors room. Well he explained everything to me including who he was and why he was there talking to me of all people." he says with a small laugh
"then he said that you needed guidance for something. Guidance on which way you want to go. As soon as he asked me i immediately jumped at the chance bc" he takes my hand in his while looking down at them "i wanted one last chance to see you, talk to you."
A visible tear rushes down his cheek
"i-i-i need you in my life y/n. I think im in love with you and i dont know what i'd do without you" he says, an obvious break in his voice. "and to be honest the only reason im saying this now is because for all i know i am in fact dreaming and you'll never know i said this stuff"
He wipes his eyes and lets out a shaky breath. I lean over and hug him.
"i think i love you too, daniel" i whisper next to his ear.
He leans back out of the embrace and rolls his eyes "dont call me daniel" he says with a goofy smile
"make me" i say playfully grinning. Thats when i knew. Im not leaving just yet. Its not my time to go.
He starts to lean in and then....
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I sit up, choking on the tube that is down my throat and on my lungs pumping oxygen into me and basically breathing for me.
I try to take in breaths but fail. The doctors rush in and helping pull the tube out. Once its out i take in deep breaths from the mask that is hooked up to the air canister.
"take slow and deep breaths y/n" the doctor says, which i do. As i do this my eyes scan the room for dan. He isnt there.
I then wonder if i dreamt it all, if the whole thing was just me. I close my eyes as the doctors leave and let myself dream once more.
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I wake up every now and then as the days go by and still no dan. No visitors. Its like they forgot about me.
On the 8th day of being semi-conscious in the hospital and long after id given up hope of people coming, people do. Well in actuality 2 people do.
As i read my book a nurse so graciously lent me, the door bursts open to reveal my brother and my best friend.
They rush over to me, tears already in there eyes.
"Hey guys" i say, my voice hoarse. Oh ya didnt i mention, ive been having nightmares and keep constantly waking up crying and screaming in the middle of the night. One night it got so bad that they had to sedate me. Fun.
"y/n im so sorry if i knew what was happening i would have" phil stammers out
"shhh no its ok. You didnt know, no one did. I guess im just lucky that..." i stop for a moment and take a breath "that dan saved me"
I start to cry and zoe and phil embrace me as i silently cried.
"Shhhh its all ok" zoe reassures
"i-i-i-its just i-i-i-i-i-i-i" i stutter
"shh calm down y/n"
"i love him and h-h-h-he l-l-l-left" i cry out not caring how pathetic I sound
Phil and zoe look at each other confused
"Who honey?" zoe asks softly
"d-d-d-d-dannn" i say, silent tears flowing faster
I curl up in a silent ball of sadness and slowly cry myself to sleep. Unaware of the looks being exchanged by my brother and zoe.
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Lots of love
-----Ari <3
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FanfictionY/n has just moved in with her high school sweetheart Caspar Lee( he isnt a youtuber in this btw, just a normal hooman bean) and couldnt be happier. Even if that means blocking out her brother and his best friend. But her happiness goes away sudden...
