Broken~~ Dan x reader; 2nd book in the Shattered series

Chapter 8

Dan's POV       (previously)

"make me" y/n says playfully grinning. I dont want her to ever leave, i dont want her to let go. 

I slowly start to lean in, to kiss her. I close my eyes as we get closer and....

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I wake up holding y/n's hand. I shake off the sense of grogginess and to much sleep. Then she sits up and starts to choke on the breathing tube, the monitors beeping like crazy.

"dOCTOR!" i yell out as i jump for the door 

Multiple nurse and a doctor rush into the room to assist y/n, and eventually they pull out the tube and give her an oxygen mask. By then im in the far corner of the room. 

"Sir?" a female nurse asks " she's ok now but i think its best if you left. For now." 

I nod, not even trying to hide my disappointment in having to leave y/n as i slink out of the room. 

Before i realize it i make it home to phil and i's flat. I just walk in and close myself in my room, thinking about the dream i had had. Did it actually happen? Or was it all my imagination..?

Days go by, with phil and zoe popping in and asking if i want to go and see y/n in the hospital. Saying they dont want to go without me. I dont respond. Hell, i barely even notice them half the time. 

About 8 ish days after y/n waking from her coma i hear the door open and phil yell out that him and zoe are going out to see y/n. 

I let out a small laugh. It took them long enough to go without me. 

When they come back about 2 and a half hours later they dont say a word to me. 

Odd. 

I brush it off and go take a shower and actually get ready for the day even though its like 8 o'clock at night but who cares. 

When im done i walk into the living room to see zoe staring at the tv when it isnt on.

"Zoe?" i shake her shoulder slightly " whats wrong"

She shakes her head as if breaking out of a trance and looks at me wide eyed "oh dan um hi" she brushes her hair behind her ear 

"Im fine" she says, not sounding that confident 

"Zoe" i sit next to her " i can tell that somethings wrong, what is it?"

"Well" she wrings her hands in her lap" when we visited y/n, she seemed really sad and well naturally phil and i were confused as to why she'd be sad. Then we thought 'oh maybe its bc of the caspar thing and all' but it wasnt." 

She turns towards me even more and takes my hands " daniel, she broke down crying and said that she loved him and that he left and phil and i thought she meant caspar but i asked her who just in case. She said it was you."

My eyes widen. "what?" i manage to get out 

"Yeah, she seem really upset and.like she cared a lot. She even cried herself.to sleep.just thinking about I think you,totally forgetting that Phil and I were still there"

"um when is she being discharged?" i ask zoe, still standing 

"Um they said she could come home tomorrow as long as she eats well, exercises, and goes.outside.dor.at least an hour a day"

I run to my room and close my door. Man i cant wait for tomorrow!

Y/n's POV

I wake up the next day happy for no reason. I mean i had to be sedated again last night so why am i so darn happy? 

Then i remembered. Im going home today. 

I smile to myself as i slowly put on the folded clothes that had been set out for me. Apparently zoe bought me some clothes and brought them. 

I wait sitting on the edge of the couch in my room, checking the wall clock every now and then. 

Pretty soon it was 11:30 and the doctor walked in with phil.

"Well Ms. L/n it seems you are free to go." the doctor says with a smile 

I rush to the door and grasp phils hand and let him lead me out. 

We walk out and i suggest we walk, since i know the hospital isnt that far from his flat. 

"So.." phil says hesitantly "are you excited to be back?" 

"Um honestly i dont know" i say looking down. Ive realized in the past few days that maybe the dream with dan wasnt real. Maybe he didnt really love me. 

We walk the rest of the way to the flat in silence. When we get to the door phil pauses before he inserts the key. 

"what is it?" i ask 

He turns to me "what you said yesterday, about loving dan. Is it true" 

Oh thats why he's been like that. 

"Honestly phil i think so. Its almost like all the disney princess movies where they have love at first sight, ya know? Thats what i feels like but i dont know. Maybe its only one sided" i say mumbling the last sentence.

 "Well then if it is true and you do love him, then i dont doubt that he may share the same feelings." he turns to look at me " y/n you are so beautiful and talented and if he doesnt see that, its his loss. I love you and i dont think i can ever let you go, never again. But if something between you two happens then i will be there for you. For both of you." he says with a smile

I pull him into a big hug, a tear threatening to run down my cheek "thank you, phil. For everything" i say into his shoulder. 

"No problem baby sister." 

He turns and unlocks the door. We both walk in, him going to his room and me just standing there. I hear the opening of a door and footsteps coming in my direction. They stop suddenly. 

I turn to look into the eyes of the man that i love. I smile softly. Same as they were in the very realistic dream I had.

"Hey" i whisper. 

"Hey" 

"so" i pause to look down "was it real?" i ask, referring the dream we supposedly both participated in

"yes" he says without hesitation

"We are talking about the white plane dream right?" I ask dumbly.

He lets out that soft laugh I missed and responds with another "yes"

I look up into his eyes again and with a smile start walking towards him. I put my arms around neck whilst looking at his chest still. 

"hey you" he says lifting my chin up slowly. Our eyes lock once more. 

We both lean in and finally our lips meet. We kiss for seems like a million hours, in sync and in love. Its just like the kiss in australia almost. Soft yet full of love. 

Only this time i know how we both feel. Im pretty sure of it. 

We break out of the kiss and lean our foreheads against each other eyes closed and smiling. 

"I think i love you daniel howell"

"i think i love you too"

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----Ari <3