Broken~~ Dan x reader; 2nd book in the Shattered series

Chapter 10

its 10:30 at night and as i write this im listening to one of my fav youtubers (chloe moriondo she's bOMB) anyway im listening to her sing, bc again she's bomb, and while listening to her im playing with slime and writing this chapter. This is as productive and interesting as my life will ever be, lol :) Ok enjoy this lovely chapter full of fluff and beauty and love :) :) 

Y/n's POV

I wake up in Dan's embrace and i cant hold back the smile that creeps onto my face. I look at his sleeping form and the way his chest rises and falls with each breath and i cant help but be happy. Happy that he's mine and i am his. 

I slowly stand up and head to the gaming room, my room. I pass the kitchen and notice on the microwave clock that its 12:34 am. Daang. 

Once i reach my room i take my time to tidy up my stuff and change my clothes from the ones i had borrowed from Zoe so i could leave the hospital. 

OH no!! ZOE

I rush out of the room to Phil's bedroom and quickly, and quietly, move the chair from the door. I open the door to see a sleeping Phil with a sleeping Zoe in his arms. It takes all of my being not to squeal and fangirl over my OTP sleeping in each others arms practically!!!!

I pad down the hallway and back to my room once more, but for the night this time. I close my door as softly as possible as to not wake anyone up. 

I open my laptop and get cozy on my bed. I realize that my email is swapped over and in dire need of organization. Then a thought hits me. 

I pull out my camera and set it up, i put my hair in a ponytail and sit cross legged on my bed, in front of the camera that is now recording. 

"hELLO MY BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN!!" i exclaim in a loud-ish whisper "i am back!!! ANd im whispering because my beautiful brother and our friends are asleep as it is almost 1 in the morning!!!" I say with an ginormous amount of energy

"Just to update y'all on why ive been so inactive and well lets be honest gone here is the story about the last few months of my life."

I take a deep breath. I need to come out and say it some time, i cant be weak. Not like he'd want me to be. 

I take another breath and then start talking. 

"Well as most to all of you probably know Phil Lester is my brother and ya we have different last names but that because i change mine to l/n after i left Rawtenstall. I left due to the fact that Phil's best friend at the time had" i pause and look down for a moment before resuming looking into the camera lense. 

"His best friend was my boyfriend at the time and he raped me." i feel a tear go down my face and i brush it away as quick as i can. 'you're not weak, dont cry y/n.' i think to myself 

"I left our home town because no one believed me when i told them that he had raped me. That was when i became Y/n L/n instead of Y/n Lester. Now fast forward years and years into the future my best friend of many years convinced me to move to London, the home of the brother who didnt support me in my time of need. Now before all of you go and hate on Phil, we have since made up and i have forgiven him. I shouldnt have left our town when i did and well lets just say we both made mistakes. Anyway to continue, i moved out to London from manchester where i'd been staying for a few years and the night that we had moved in, ashley and iwent out to a club to celebrate moving in. Well that night also ended bad" i chuckle at the whole nights instances. 

"That night the creepy bartender kinda drugged me and i ended up trying to walk home which was a total fail and i fell on the sidewalk where a wonderful man was so kind to take care of me and bring me to his flat. Now i know what all y'all are probably thinking. 'y/n, what does this have to do with anything?'. Well trust me it has eVERything to do with this whole story. "