Broken~~ Dan x reader; 2nd book in the Shattered series

Chapter 11

OOO POV change, anyone egg-cited ??

Dan's POV

I feel y/n get up out of bed and silently pad out of my room towards the game room and/or the loo. (is loo right? im american so idrk these things. Many apologies) 

I roll over and wait for her to get back, but i hear her small footsteps hurriedly head towards phil's room, and the moving of a chair. 

I chuckle softly to myself as i realize that she probably just remembered about locking up Phil and Zoe together. She slowly makes her way back but doesnt stop in my room. She keeps going 

Hm....

I pull out my phone to see that its about 12:35 in the morning. I lay in bed a little longer in hopes that she comes back. 

She doesnt. 

By now its been more than 10 minutes so i get up and walk towards the gaming room, her room. 

I hear a muffled talking come through the closed door. I slowly and quietly open it to see a camera set up. I walk in all way and close the door. She keeps talking, i dont think she's noticed me yet. 

I stand there and listen to what she says. 

"So like i was saying, i was taken to this kind man's flat. I woke up on this guys couch, right, and i had vague memories of the night before but i remembered him taking care of me so i went to his kitchen, still in my dress from the night before, and made us both some pancakes bc pancakes are amazing. Well towards the end of me cooking he walked in and we talked and then sat down to eat. I thanked him for taking care of my the night before and in return he gave me his name. A name that didnt mean anything at that moment but means everything to me now." 

I laugh to myself, remembering what happened.

"His name was dan." she takes a pause, maybe to let the fact that i was brought up sink in or something. 

"Coincidence, huh?" she says continuing "That one night in allllll of London i would run into my brothers flatmate, but i guess that was fate trying to tell me to fix things with my brother. Anyway we spent the day together and goofed around and phil ended up coming home early and he saw me and i ran away like a coward yada yada yada. I went to australia, created this beautiful channel with a beautiful audience and then i came back to live with Phil secretly from dan as you all know."

She takes in a big breath. I know whats coming next " then one day after dan had found out i was living in the flat, the man who raped me came to see me. Caspar is his name. And while i dont want to admit it, he still had this hold on me. And i broke, you could say. He broke me. Eventually he convinced me to move in with him and i did right off the bat, only bc he asked which i know is stupid like why move in with the guy that raped you but i was convinced i loved him, and him me. Boy was i wrong" she lets out a pained and forced laugh. Its taking everything in me not to rush in and just hold her. But i still keep quiet. 

She continues "i had left phil again, without saying where i was going to be , and a week later i did something he didnt like. I cleaned, of all things, and he got mad. Thats when he" She lets in another pretty shaky breath.

"He beat me. Quiet a lot actually. And raped me loads of times to. He'd starve me for days on end, and left me tied up to a column, only in my undergarments, in his now empty bedroom. Thats what happened while i was inactive for over 3 months. But, gladly, i got away. The one, i realized, that i loved saved me. It was him who was my night in shining armor i guess you could say. " 

Tears fill my eyes as she recounts all the abuse she had taken but then i laugh softly at her cliche and cringey use of 'night in shining armor'

"the man that saved me is the love of my life." What? Does she mean it? I continue listening, with tears falling rapidly down my face. " Nothing i could ever do would describe how much i love him and how much of my heart he owns. He owns my entire heart and not because he took it, but because he earned it. and there is no one in the world better suited to having it other than him"

I hear her let out a sniffle. Man, she says i have her heart but she has mine. She always has, ever since we met.  I cant believe this. 

I walk to the edge of the wall, to where she could see me, and clear my throat softly to get her attention. She looks up at me a little shocked, but something new and beautiful filling her eyes. I walk in front of her camera to get a closer look, not bothering to wipe my tear stained face.  

"Did you mean it?" i ask in a whisper "Do you really love me that much?"

She stands up slowly and walks up to me wrapping her arms around my neck.  "more than ever" She mumbles into my chest, and a wet warmth spreads on my shirt that i soon figure out are her tears. 

I lift her chin, to see what that beautiful new something in her eyes is, and i figure it out. She slowly leans in and our lips meet in a slow but soft love filled kiss. 

She pulls away and goes to sit on her bed once again "now get out of my shot daniel" she demands with a cute smile and a soft laugh whilst wiping her eyes. Man how did i get so lucky.

I smile softly and as i walk back to the doorway i cant help but think at how wonderful she is. How perfect and amazing and just truly beautiful she is. And in this moment i know. I know i want to spend the rest of my life with her. 

She puts on a big smile as she starts her outro "Well that's my story, practically my whole life story anyways. If you enjoyed it please give it a big thumbs up and if ya wanna join the family, if ya wanna become one of my little children, then please subscribe and i promise you wont regret it. I'll try to post as often as possible and i hope you all have an amazing day, week, month, liFE!!! goooOODBYE!" she says throwing her hands in the air

I watch her stand up, remove the sd card, walk back to her bed, and put it her laptop. 

I watch her sit on the foot of her bed, cross legged. She looks up at me, saying nothing, and pats the empty space at the head of the bed. I say nothing, following in her silence, and walk over to sit where she gestured for me to. 

She slowly turns around and lays on me and starts to edit her video. We stay there for a little more than 6 hours and all the while only one thing on my mind. 

The new thing i saw in her eyes.  It was true and passionate love. 

And it wasnt just for anyone. 

It was only and all for one person. 

Me. 

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