Burning Red

Looks what you make me do

Patrick POV

"What are you doing?! Let me go!!" Nick keep struggling from my grasp. Thank God, he is smaller than me, otherwise I won't be able to manage to make him following me. For someone as small as him, Nick indeed is strong. For couple of times he manages to released his wrist from my hand, but well, as I told you... He will never be able to run from me. 

"Damn you Pat! What do you want!! Let me go!!" 

I ignore him and it makes him got angry. In a normal condition i adore the angry-Nick because he looks so damn adorable when he's got angry, but not for today. I prefer angry-Nick who throw a tantrum or simply using his fist to hit me, not the one who looks so defeated and brimming with tears like him right now. 

After we reached a little bit secluded park, I lose my grip and he yank his hand immediately. His wrist turned red, due to guilty i tried to reach his wrist but he shoved my hand before able to touch his wrist. He keep avoiding my gaze, and instead looking everywhere but me. Nick blinked his big doe eyes several times, trying to getting rid of tears that threatening to fall. I feel an ache in my chest whenever he wipe his tears that rolling down his face roughly using his palm. 

I know something is going wrong. I knew that he is angry because of Lisa-thing, but he is not the type who will lose control of himself just because he saw me talking with Lisa. He just checked on his phone and suddenly became this upset. I am so damn curious to know what he was saw on his phone. 

"I want to go home." 

Nick's words bring me back to my sense. He just going to walk pass me when i grab his arm and prevent him from leave. 

"Let me go, I don't have anything to talk to you." His voice turned cold with each words that he spelled. I barely recognizing his voice, not the voice that I used to hear. Not the playful voice with a hint of mischievousness that I love the most. 

"I won't let you go untill you tell me what exactly happened with you."

"Nothing happened to me."

"So why you acted like this. What's make you this upset?"

Nick did not answer my question, and just standing still. 

"Do you still mad about Lisa?! I've want to explain about that matter since we arrived, but you said that you want to talk about it later. So why are you suddenly acted all upset like this? "

"I don't give a damn about anything you're going to do. It's up to you whether you want to go out with her, talk to her or dating her!!" 

"Nick!!!" 

Nick looks startled. This is the first time i ever raised my voice to him, and I regret it right away when I saw a hurtful expression graving on his crystal-clear eyes. I want to comfort him, hug him, but I could not do it. I want to make everything clear for him, that what he has thought is completely wrong. 

"Listen, I don't know what makes you this angry. I will never know if you're not telling me the truth. "

I didn't even finish with my words when my phone ringing. 

"Answer your call, maybe it is something important. " 

I took out my phone in one hand and holding Nick's arm in another hand. I know if i did not do so, he will leave me while I answer the phone. My manager name is appear on the screen, i wonder why he call me because today is supposed to be my day off. 

"Hello..."

"Pat.. did you check weibo?" He asked me right away after I answered. 

"No, what happened?"