Should we tell the world about our little secret?

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Nick POV, 

I am browsing the internet for a while. And, as expected, several articles about me and Patrick are dominating the main search engine ranking. Actually what they wrote on the article are not that worse as what I've imagined. They just write about some speculation about when was our relationship start developed. The harsh one are mostly the comments that coming along. Even though Taiwanese are quite open minded regarding sexual minorities, but still some of people still see us as a disease, sinner and some bad influencer for young people. Some other comments are coming from Patrick's fans who feels disappointed because the expecting Patrick to have a relationship with the "mysterious girl" instead of some random guy like me. 

I scroll down the comments for each articles, and only able to smiles. 

"What the hell is it? I never imagine that Patrick will ended up with this guy!! OMG!! he is freaking a guy!! not even girl"  -- patLover24

"@patlover24 You are right! An ugly guy like him isn't suitable for Patrick! Moreover he is a guy! He make me feel disgusted."  --Lovely11

"Patrick is crazy if he chose this guy over the girl that was rumored to be his girlfriend." --pinkymomo

"Nick is a male WHORE! let him die!!" --littlestar

OK~ most of the comments are coming from Patrick's fans. Well, I need to working harder to be recognized. ^^. If I see these comments several months ago, I might completely crush down and won't be able to face the world anymore. But, since I met Patrick I learned to fight for something and someone that I value the most. The encounter with Lisa bring me to the realization that I don't want to lose Patrick for any reason. 

"Knock knock knock"

The sound of a knock at the door woke me from my reverie. I walk toward the door to open it and was greeted by Patrick's smiling face. He presence astonished me. 

"Surprise.." He whisper softly while push me slightly inside my room. 

"How did you get here?" I asked him, Patrick smiles while guides me to sit next to him on the bed. HuanHuan that playing not far from us run after him and start to snuggles between his feet. Well, even my pet already head over heels in love with him. 

"Your Mom let me in and told me to go upstairs directly. " 

Patrick take a glance on my laptop that is still displaying news that I read before. 

"You read it?" Patrick asked me while still staring at the monitor. His voice was bleak and weary makes me feels especially sorry and sad at the same time. I grabbed his hands, I know what is going on his silly head. He must blaming himself for what happened between us. 

"What are you worrying about? We are still here, together. Don't overthink about all the things. " 

Patrick threw his arms around me and embrace me tightly. 

"I just afraid that it will hurt you badly. I will die if you ever choose to leave me. "

I sigh and rubbed his back up and down to calm his slightly trembling body. Such a big silly guy.

"Why do you think I will leave you? Isn't it you who has a bigger possibility to leave me..."

"No, I will never leave you." Patrick disrupted me even before I finish my sentence. 

"Ok, I know.. my point is, you don't need to worry over such silly things.  Look at those comments, most of them are your fans. You are way more famous than me, this little scandal won't ever hurt my career."

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