Unspoken Love

Chapter 10

Dinah's POV

Is it relevant for Camila to forgive me that easily? I am happy but the guilt is killing me. I made her feel hurt, heart broken. I'm just confuse and I can't choose. I love the both of them that i truly wished for two hearts. But then again there's only one of me. Having two hearts doesn't mean something else but an internal organ. Why does love have to be so complicated?

"Hey? Dinah... You seemed to be in outer space. What is it?" Camila said as she settles my breakfast in front of me. She stayed for the night to make sure I don't feel alone, to make sure she holds me in her arms and I gave her nothing but misery.

"Hey..... Please... I only want happiness to be in your eyes, not sad tears." Camila said as she wipes away the tears that i did not know that it was falling.

"How?" I asked, she looked at me questioningly "How can you be so nice, how can you praise me after what I've done?"

She smiled at me and cupped my cheek. "That is because I love you. I know we are only in a realtionship for a day and it's not that long when we met. But time doesn't measure the infatuation and intimacy that i feel towards you. But i know i am doing this righ tnow because you gave me reason to fight and live. Don't every think that you gave me nothing because you've given me everything. Happiness, love, and life. I don't consider me living but only existing in this world. Then you came. So thank you so much."

I did not hesitate but to kiss her and show her I love her truly. She's the one who deserves to be happy and if it takes me to stay with her then I will give her everything. I love her.

"Wow." She said while her eyes are still closed, smiling.

"Yeah.... Wow." I said as i stare at the beauty infront of me.

She then opened her eyes and I fell inlove agian. Everytime I look into her eyes I feel nothing but love, i see nothig but her. She captures every positive emotions and locks it in me. I feel euphoric everytime she's with me. Safe and lovely.

"I'm bringing you somewhere." Camila said, it's dark outside and I am excited since I love the dark

"And where is that?" I asked.

"It's a surprise." She said and smiled.

"Fine! You know how to drive right?"

"Yup! I do!"

Camila gave me a blindfold for me not to see where this suprise be. Until i felt the car stopped and Camila opened the door.

"Careful." She whispered.

She lead me carefully. I can hear the waves crashing, the sand under my feet. Camila told me to leave my shoes in the car.

"By the smell, sound and texture that i feel right now... I think I know where we might be." I said.

I hear Camila giggle. "You might but that only a bonus."

We climed rocks and then suddenly i felt grass under my feet. "Grass?" I asked.

"That's right!" She said.

Camila then takes of my blindfolds.

"Surprise!" she said.

"Wow! This.......... this is wonderful."

We are infront of a beach in the open where you can watch the stars twinkle. A blanket is also spread wide for us to sit on.

"Romantic much?" I asked.

She giggled. "Only for you."

We watched the stars and listen to the ocean waves. That's when i realized...... Life is lovely, and we should thank the people around it who makes it even more jolly, and worth living. Before, I am only thinking that life is too short to pay attention on what's not important but then i am focusing on what's better than the people who is there around me. Now i feel safe. Safe to love and be love... I thought love was a dangerous thing to feel but right now i think that would be impossible.