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i. lost my way; joyjin

WHITE DAY.

For all of the girls out there, this is definitely not a typical day that everyday happens. This is where all of the girls around the corner are busy worrying on about how many chocolates, love letters and other gifts they're going to get for White Day because it's a matter of life and pride. I mean, if you get more of those stupid gifts than your friends or the others could have, it means to say that you're way more prettier and popular than them because tons of men notices and adores you. And it adds and boosts your ego and confidence for that.

But not to Park Sooyoung. She's tired of smiling and uttering the same way of telling thank yous to all of her admirers every single minute. She's tired of carrying and keeping those craps everytime she walks to the lecture hall and passed through them. And she's tired of having this kind of spotlight on, wherein every girls around her are wishing to be in her position even in just one day only. Sure, Sooyoung is like your typical Ms.-Have-It-All in your favorite teen fiction story but the thing is, she hates attention. That's why she also hates herself for being the reason of it─aside from being the youngest sister of Park Jimin who's also the Darling of the Crowd here in the University.

"Fuck these stupid shitty notes!" She grunted while she's removing those sticky notes(sssss) that are attached in her locker door, one by one. She's going to be late in less than a minute and she needs the Physics book behind this locker but she needs to remove all of these colorful sticky notes that have a same love confessions written on it, to enter her locker's password to open.

After she opened her locker, she grabbed her Physics book and throw those notes inside before slamming the door and locking it. Once she turned her back to her locker, she immediately run to her next class before Mrs. Lee burn her to ashes for being late in her class.

And this is also one of Sooyoung's top reasons why she hates celebrating every 14th of the Month just like today's White Day. It's because the School still have their regular classes instead of taking this as their break to breathe from all of their Teacher's agendas but it turns out, it's the other way around. She even gets more stress because of those gifts she just received for this haaaaalf day.

And as expected, Sooyoung is obviously late, just by looking at the closed door and how the room behind of it is now quiet and you can only hear Mrs. Lee's raspy voice while she's lecturing the continuation of the last topic of Linear Momentum, yesterday.

"After this, we will be having our short quiz about Linear Momentum."

And great! That's it. Sooyoung turned her heels to leave the place because she doesn't have any plans to enter that room and greet her Physics Teacher with a "Good Morning Mrs. Lee, sorry I'm late." because definitely she'll not accepting and buying that same old phrase she always hear from all of her students.

Hugging her Physics book against her chest, she heads again to her locker to put that back. She's not carrying that thick book while finding a safe spot to cover herself up because it's still class hour. If their Hall Monitor sees her, strolling in the Lecture Hall, she'll definitely get a detention slip for cutting the classes and clearly that's a no-no situation, she wants to graduate the Senior year with a clean record.

When she came back infront of her locker, her forehead immediately creased when she saw another sticky note in her locker door. A green sticky note that has a can you save me from this battlefield going on through my mind? written on it. She removed that from her locker and weirdly stared on that note. Who's normal people will write that kind of confession on White Day?! Yep. Definitely not a normal one.