✓ | Restrictions

Chapter Twenty Three

"Adjusting will be hard at first" Jonathan smiled, holding my arm supportively as he helped me inside the home.

"I'll try my best" I muttered, a shy smile pressed against my face.

Something inside me yearned to know what happened, how'd I lose my memory? As much as I wanted to know, I couldn't bring myself to ask him. I felt confused, I felt lost, I just wanted to know. deep down I knew all of this was wrong, I knew Jonathan wasn't my fiancé. I don't know about Seolmin, maybe she isn't even my daughter? I have no idea why I'm doubting all this, but I just can't help but think. What if all this is a lie?

"Here" Jonathan helped me into Seolmins room, a smile on his face as he brought me towards her crib. "This is Seolmins little crib, the one she used since birth"

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flashback

She babbled and gurgled, smiling up at me as she waved her fists in the air.

"Seolmin-ah" I sang, rubbing her puffed up cheeks.

"She's so big now"

Arms wrapped around my waist, a chin rested on my shoulder as they peered down at the baby crib. I couldn't tell who it was, I assume its Jonathan, right?

"You haven't been here in forever" I mutter, frowning as Seolmin giggled.

"I've been busy, you know that" the person behind me muttered onto my neck, hot breath hitting my neck. "In a few weeks i'll have to head back to Korea, I was thinking of taking you and Seolmin with me. Maybe even introduce you to my parents?"

Jonathans parents live here in America, why would they be in Korea?

"Seolmin is too young" I mutter. "You know that, or did you forget how old she is again?"

"She's 9 months"

"She's one year old!" I growl. "I knew you would forget"

I turn around, my hands turning into fists as I began banging on his chest lightly.

"You bastard" I mutter under my breath, tears streaming down my face. "How could you forget?!"

The person grabbed my wrist, holding them in the air as I look up to see his face. Now I could see the details of his face, his handsome features.

"Jay" I mutter. "You bastard!"

end of flashback

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"Jay Park" I mutter, making Jonathan turn to me with eyes wide

"D-did you say something?" he stuttered, holding my shoulder as I turn to him.

"Why was Jay Park here?" I demanded.