Things From Lisa's head

When the Boys Get jealous (2moons)

I'm standing at my locker trying to get dressed. I'm still slightly damp from my shower. My pants and shirt are undone and I have a towel slung over my shoulders.

"Hey Kit." Comes from behind me.

I turn and look at Pete, the boy who has the locker next to mine. He has just gotten out of the shower so he still has a towel wrapped around his waist.

"Hey Pete. Man, gym was brutal today huh?" I say as I start toweling off my hair.

"It's your fault you know? That little group of yours always has to play hard then the rest of us have to give our all just to keep up!" He complains.

I laugh at him and we start talking about random things like we always do. He makes some random joke that I'm laughing at when I feel an arm snake over my shoulder and pull me close to a large body.

"What are you doing Kit?" His voice is calm but cold.

I look up at Pha. He has a serious look on his face. Almost an angry one.

"Yes Kit.  Is there a reason you're talking to Pete while you're half naked?" I can tell his jaw is clenched.

I look to my left and see that indeed Beam is talking through gritted teeth. What has gotten into these two? Pha physically turns me to face Beam who starts buttoning my shirt, then tucks it in, and zips my pants.

"What the fuck are you doing!?" I try to turn to Pha but he holds me in place until Beam announces that he's done.

"Do you not know who you belong to Kit? You know how we are. Why would you flirt with someone right in front of us?" He whispers in a harsh tone with his mouth pressed against my ear.

"Flirt? Who the hell was I flirting with? And belong to? Fuck you Pha!" I say angrily.

"No Kit, that's my job." He sneers.

"And mine." Beam chimes in.

"Looks like our Kitty needs reminding." He says in a low drawl.

They practically drag me out of the locker room. I can't believe they're acting like this. It's never a good thing when they get jealous because I'm always the one who pays for it. Shit, my ass hurts just thinking about it.

We end up at Pha's house because his dad is never home. This is usually where we go anyway. I watch from behind as Pha and Beam head towards Pha's room. I think about running but I would never get away. Pha and Beam are incredibly fast, plus then my punishment would be worse.

I hate getting punished for things they imagine. I was not flirting. I never flirt, but they always say that I am. Is it my fault they are crazy possessive? How did I get myself into this mess anyway? Oh yeah it was stupid Beam who thought it would fun to "experiment." Six months later and this experiment has turned into the three of us in a relationship with me somehow being low man on the totem pole. Pun intended.

I run into the back of Beam who has stopped for some reason.

"What are thinking about Kitty?"

"Nothing. Not like it ever matters to you guys lately anyway." You can't blame me for being annoyed right now.

"What is that supposed to mean?" Pha is there now and questioning me.

"I mean that ever since this," I motion to the three of us, "started you guys have started treating me less and less like a part of this group and more like I'm your possession. You never listen to me anymore, you try to keep me out of games and away from other friends. Damn I bet if I was a girl you wouldn't treat me like this!" I rant.